YOUTH | brendon urie

14: "you must be miles!l

"thanks for letting me stay home yesterday" i said to my dad as we drove onto the side street.
"yeah of course m'dude" he ruffled my hair and smiled. "i'll see you soon" i got out of the car. "bye!"

i headed towards the building and spotted miles. he gestured me to come over. i ran over. "hi" i smiled. "hey! you okay? you weren't here yesterday" he asked. "yeah im good"

we headed inside and said hi to miranda and yvonne on the way. i didn't really fit in with them but we were good friends still.
"hey look at those homos!"

oh boy. its ashton.

he was the kid who bullied me. yeah he sucks. i told brendon he didn't bully me anymore because i didn't want to worry him.
"proud to be ashy boy!" miles smiled. i giggled.
"you're proud of being a faggot!?"
"well...i am a dick addict!" miles was so funny. we got to homeroom finally though.

"hey do you wanna maybe come to my place sometime?" i asked him suddenly.
"yeah of course! what about today?"
"i'll ask my dad!" i then texted brendon

me: can miles come over today?🥺
brendon: Alright. But only for two hours.
me: UR THE BEST !!!!

"he said yes!" i grinned. the day went by and finally it was time to go home. me and miles headed to the side road to meet brendon who was waiting outside his car.

"hey!" i smiled when i saw him.
"hey! how was school?" he hugged me.
"pretty good" i replied. he turned to miles after ruffling my hair. "you must be miles. im brendon" he fist bumped him.

"dude im so gay for you're dad" he whispered to me as soon as we got to my room.
"isn't everyone?" i replied, smiling fondly.
"damn you got a nice room!"

and it was amazing. a YUNGBLUD poster, a shawn mendes poster, a twenty one pilots poster, my record player and vinyl rack...

we decided to do our homework then we went downstairs and played fortnite on the xbox. brendon was making himself a happy sandwich. he sat with us and watched us play and kept correcting my moves while i stole his chips. yeah, we had a weird relationship.

me and miles were talking and laughing a lot. he was a cool dude. he and brendon got on really well too. after miles went brendon told me his girlfriend was coming over soon.

and i despised her.

okay here's the mother fucking tea. i stalked her social media and she's a deadass gold digger. and she liked a few transphobic tweets. also i get a really off vibe from her anyway. and she knows im trans so shit is really awkward.

i usually just sat in my room when she came but brendon really wanted me to get to know her. and well...i did not want to.

brendon was making her a drink so i awkwardly sat with her. she was just on her phone not caring about my presence. i asked her how her and brendon met and she snapped at me.

"listen kid! i know youre a girl! and i really don't care about you! stop talking to me!" damn that hurt. "im only talking to you to make my dad happy so literally just fuck off"

i stormed off to my room and had a private cry.