YOUTH | brendon urie

19: "i regret adopting you"

"look i know you don't like her. but please try with her. okay? she means a lot to me and i just wanna have a fun day" brendon said.
"fine...as long as i can invite miles"
"fine by me!" he hugged me. "thanks man"

brendon and chloe were spending some time together and brendon wanted me to join. i couldn't stand that bitch but...yeah.

miles came over and we sat in my room.
"so i get to meet this bitch?" he asked.
"yup. god i am so anxious for this"
"you'll be okay man. im here for ya. if she says anything i'll stick up for you"
"please don't. i appreciate it but...i dont want my dad to get angry"
"yeah i understand"

i got into a bring me the horizon hoodie, black ripped jeans and black trainers. i'd been in lazy clothes all day. i brushed my hair and fluffed it up and threw a black beanie on top. me and miles listened to some music for a bit then went to eat some dinner before the witch arrived.

i made us some instant pasta and we ate up and talked. it was his birthday soon and he was super pumped. "we can go to disneyland for the day with my older brother or something!"
"awesome!"

brendon came and sat with us for a while and joined the conversation. then chloe was here. brendon energetically ran to the door and kissed her. miles fake vomited and i sniggered.

miles and i went to sit in the main room with brendon and chloe. "so uh i let noah bring his friend miles" brendon said. she sighed. "but babe, i thought it was meant to be just the two of us" she pouted. gross. "yeah but...you and noah should get to know each other more you know?" he said hopefully. "mmm okay only because i love ya" WHAT!? "i love you too" he kissed her. oh my god. this was terrible. miles saw how uncomfortable i felt.

brendon seemed a bit anxious. "are you okay?" i mouthed to him when chloe wasn't looking. he nodded but i wasn't convinced.

brendon and chloe were talking and me and miles didn't join the conversation. but miles said he wanted to "lowkey shade her"

"so chloe" miles turned to her. "you from around here?" he asked. "uhh yeah" she said.
"do you like the LA diversity? you know, religion, race, LGBT..." he trailed off.
"um yeah i guess so" she replied.
"what do you think of transphobia?"

fuck. i went red. brendon was puzzled. "uh, what about it?" she stammered.
"is it good? is it bad? do you condone it?"
TOO FAR MILES! "hey uh what about i get us some drinks!" brendon got up and went to get some beverages.

"whats your deal kid?" she shot.
"my deal? don't you dare be transphobic towards my best friend!" he replied.
"oh big deal" she rolled her eyes. i stood up.
"big deal!? im sorry but trans people are mistreated, sexually assaulted and put to shame! you're discriminating!"
"shut up you annoying little female"

brendon came back in with some drinks. "who are you calling a fucking female!?" i grabbed his beer and let the liquid pour onto her. she screamed and got up. "noah! what the fuck!" brendon scolded me.

"whats wrong with you!?" he turned to me.
"whats wrong with me!? funny you ask that!"
"dude this is out of hand! i just asked you to be nice to her!"
"why should i? she's just using you for your money! its pretty obvious!"
"man, fuck outta here! you're overreacting! cant you live with the fact that i love her!? god sometimes i regret adopting you!"

he realised his poor choice of words.
"whatever" i pushed past him and ran out of the house. "noah wait!"