What We Could Have Been (EN version)

PROLOGUE

I never knew what My purpose in life was before. I never knew what I wanted to do, nor what I wanted to become. Writing was just a hobby, but quickly it became therapy. Publishing my book should have been my revival. The start of a new chapter, a new era of my life. But life wouldn't be the same without those surprises on your journey.
I never believed I'd see him again. So when I laid my eyes on him, I had a shock. This shock was nothing compared to what happened next, but I didn't knew that yet. I always knew that seeing him again would have an impact on my life, I just wasn't expecting it to be that big. I always knew I'd see him again somehow, just not that way. I imagined seeing him at a friend's wedding or event or something like that. The kind of event where you can just avoid each other and pretend nothing happened the next day. I guess the universe decided otherwise for us. His return into my life was the begining of problems. I knew it, he always had problems and dragged me on them, why would it change now ? Since the day he entered my life, I couldn't remember what peacful meant, no worries, no problems. He entered my life, and everything changed. Sometimes I felt like I was trapped in one of Shakespear's play because of how dramatic my life turned out at this time.
No matter how much I tried, it was imposible for me to forget about these years. Him and I were linked. We would always be.
I always knew it, my life wouldn't be the same without Nathan Ellis. It just wouldn't be my life.