All the Little Things About You

Chapter 08: Scars

**NOTE FOR EVERYONE**: Just right before you skip if you're uncomfortable reading it or something, I want you to listen to me/read this.

》 If you're inflicting harm on yourself just for the pleasure or whatever reason, stop, please. I don't want the world to lose valuable people just because of this. You might be saying, "I'm worthless so why care?" Actually, you're not worthless and someone cares. I may not know you and you may be on the other side of the world, God only knows where, but please stop hurting yourself. I care okay? I've been through that, trust me. Please, at least try to stop.
》If you haven't inflicted self harm, even ever, don't try doing it. Even if you're bullied and going through hard days, just please, don't. It'll get addicting, and that's...Well, too much isn't always good. I haven't hard a life as hard as other, I know that. But I have had lots of troublesome problems in my life that I deal with everyday. Self harm and or suicide is NOT the answer to solve your problems. It'll take you out of your misery, yes BUT you could also wait for the time that you will be happy.

I know, I know, it's gonna cliche but nothing lasts forever. Not happiness, not sadness, nothing I tell you. Love probably can(though it hurts a lot)? But who knows what happens after we die right? Anyway, back to my point. Sadness won't last forever because you'll find something or someone that makes you happy in the future. No, not cutting or killing yourself damn it. But that happiness will fade away. Although these emotions and feelings fade away, they'll always come back. Stay strong guys ♡♡♡

Oh and btw I'm going to start putting song lyrics before chapters if it describes it:)

"I've got scars, even though they can't always be seen" ~If I Could Fly(One Direction)
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Still Ash's POV:

"What the.." I gasped. Skye just finished tying her hair and saw my facial expression drop even more. My heart sunk, possibly deeper than I thought it would. Skylar was in confusion. She looked very worried about Lydia, just as much as I am. "I-is there s-so-ome-th-thing w-wrong?" She stuttered and stuttered a lot.

I show to her what I saw she was hiding. Cuts and scratches,, lots of them. I take off all of her hair ties and bracelets to see they were freshly cut. Some were very deep cuts and some are already scarred. "Damn it Lydia! Why cut yourself when you know people care for you?" I exclaimed with pain in my voice. I guess too much blood loss is a possible diagnosis now. "C-c-cu..Cut.?" Liam asked heavily breathing.

Liam's POV:

As soon as I heard Ash say that Lydia cut herself and she has a lot of scars and fresh cuts, my breathing become heavier. I felt panicked and my whole mind went blank. I couldn't think! All that was in my head was that I had to drive as fast but safely as I can to the hospital so that she could be examined and stuff. Also, the person who stopped me from inflicting self harm was now also doing it and is now fucking passed out.
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*FLASHBACK*

Back when Liam was 10 and Lydia was 5....

Lydia went to Liam's room.

"L-Li, what are you doing?" Lydia asked as she came into my room. I hide the blade and cover my wrists with my hoodie's sleeves. "Oh um, nothing Lydia, just bored ya know?" I tried to lie my way out of it.

Lydia knew I wasn't telling the truth. She tilted her head to the left and said, "Are you sure? You don't seem bored, you look like you're hiding something." Giggling a bit after. "I know there's something." She pulled out the blade from under the pillow(don't judge me it was the quickest place I could hide it) and with a worried face and voice asked, "What,'s wrong Li? Why are you doing this to yourself? And where's the part that you cut yourself with?"