My life with Sam Wilkinson

Chapter 12

"Food is ready!" Mahogany yelled and the boys came to the kitchen to help us setting up the table. I was so distracted that I haven't notice I just let a plate fall.

"Holy shit, Jordan you okay?" Shawn asked and came over to me.

"W-what? yes, I'm sorry I-i was distracted I'm just going to clean this up" I said and started picking up the broken pieces.

"No, you're not. Babe, you're bleeding let me do that." Sammy said

"No, I'm good really" by now I just noticed the blood running down my hands to the floor. "It's not that bad"

"Jordan, please" he said and looked me in the eyes.

I just nodded and went to the bathroom to clean myself up. I washed my hands and wrapped a towel around it. The door opened and Shawn stood there.

"Let me help you" He said in a worried tone and I nodded and gave him weak smile.

"What were you thinking about?" he asked while cleaning up my wound.

"I don't know if it's a good idea going on this tour with Sam" I sighed

"Why do you think that? it's actually a great idea, it just makes your relationship stronger than it already is"

"But that's the thing Shawn, what if not? What if we're just going to argue and annoy each other? what if he falls in love with another one there? what if- " But Shawn cut me off.

"you're overthinking this, Jo. What if what if, don't think of the what ifs. Think about how much fun you're going to have with him, how much the fans are going to love you. how much stronger your relationship will me after that. Did you think about that too?" he looked me in the eyes.

After the words I just realized I really haven't thought about the good things I was so distracted with all the bad things that I didn't even think of one positive thing.

"You're right.." I almost whispered

When I got back to the kitchen I saw Sammy and Mahogany sitting at the kitchen table and talking.

"Jordan, you okay?" Mahogany asked and made her way over to me.

"Yep" I said and waved my hand in front of her face and she laughed.

"Can we talk for a minute?" Sammy asked me

"Uh.. sure" I said and smiled

"What's wrong? please just tell me, you were so distracted, you never think that much until it's something that really bothers you" He said in a worried tone.

"I was just thinking about the whole tour thing, what if we're going to annoy each other? you know how we are, we argue about every stupid little thing." I said not looking him in the eyes.

"Yeah, but you also know we make up after 2 minutes, we can't stay mad at each other. I always will apologize, no matter what. even if it wasn't my fault, I'm always going to apologize because I love you Jo, I love you more than life itself. I love all of you and I always will. I don't want anyone but you, forever. You're all I ever asked for, you're the one. My one and only and nothing's gonna change about that. I'm not going to fall in love with any other girl, because why should I when I have you? I know you were a fan too and we fell and love and that was the best thing that ever happened to me and I'm glad I met you. I love you, Jordan Isabelle White" By now I had tears in my eyes and I could tell he meant every word he just said.

"I love you" I whispered and smiled at him. He kissed me on the lips and smiled into the kiss.

"The tour is going to be one of the best things in our relationship" He said and smiled and I nodded in agreement.

"I hope so" and I really hope it will.