My life with Sam Wilkinson

Chapter 33

The next morning I still wasn't sure about how to act in front of Gilinsky now. He can't be in love with me, that would ruin just everything.

"Morning" Sam said and kissed my cheek and I smiled at him and made my way to the bathroom, getting ready and stuff.

We all met at the lobby at 12 to go and get something to eat. Everyone was already there when I arrived.

"Sorry" I apologized for being late.

"It's all good" Johnson said and everyone smiled at me.

"Hey Jack, can I talk to you for a second?" I asked

"Sure" both jacks said and the same time and laughed.

"I meant Johnson" I chuckled.

"Yeah of course" he said and followed me. "What's wrong?" he asked.

"We got a problem Johnson. A massive fucking problem" I said getting frustrated.

"Jo, what happened?" he asked.

"It's Jack, I don't know maybe I'm overreacting but he gives me those signs and if I get them correctly this is not got, JJ that's bad, really fucking bad"

He rubbed his neck nervously "I guess you got it then" he said

"No. no no no no no no" I shook my head. "No, this can't happen. No" I said shaking my head at him.

"Jordan, it's been a while now and he just.. I don't know I thought you figured" he said

"Please tell me you're joking" I plead. "No Johnson that's just gonna ruin everything" I said putting my hands on my forehead.

"No, you're still best friends" he said sitting next to me rubbing my back in comfort.

"Yeah, great my best friend has feelings for me and I'm in a relationship with one of his best friends who's gonna beat the shit out of him he finds out, that's just great" I sigh

"You're making it worse than it actually is" Johnson said with furrowed eyebrows and my head shot up to look at him.

"No. No I'm not, believe me. Sam literally forbid me to like 'be with him' anymore because he suspected something like that and now that it's true this is gonna end in a disaster. I don't want him to go to jail for killing his best friend" I sighed.

Johnson laughed "I'm sure they're gonna clear things up somehow.."

"Look, Sam can't know about  all of this" I said pointing to the whole thing.

"Know what?" I heard Sam from behind me.

"damn it" I cursed quietly. "Nothing babe, just that.. that there's.. this um.. this- this party tonight" I said not being sure what I was actually saying.

I looked at Johnson asking him for help. "Yeah, we're invited to Kylie's 18th birthday party dude. It's gonna be sick" he said saving the situation.

"Tonight? and why shouldn't I know about that?" he asked in confusion.

"It was a surprise.. I guess" I said and walked over to him "I'm gonna go over to find lex, bye" I said trying to rush away but he held my wrist and I cursed quietly.

"Jordan, what is going on?" He asked sternly.

"Nothing, nothing babe. don't worry" I said and kissed him walking over to Alexis.

"Talk. Now." I said and grabbed her arm pulling her away from her conversation.

"Hey, I was talking." she said crossing her arms over her chest.

"Yeah I saw that. You and Nash huh. That's cute, good luck. Gilinsky is in love with me" I blurted out and her mouth hang open.

"Okay, hold on a second what did you just say" she asked in disbelief.

"You heard me, don't make me say it again" I whined. I swear I'm getting a headache this is a disaster.

"What do you mean 'Gilinsky is in love with me' ?" she asked mimicking me.

"I don't know okay, this is bad Lex." I said walking around.

"Are you 100% sure? like did he tell you?" She asked concerned.

"Well not directly but Johnson just confirmed it."

"No, you need to hear it from him" she said.

"What? No!" I said "What am I supposed to say 'the food is pretty good huh? are you in love with me?' Yeah that's definitely gonna work, thanks lex " I said sarcastically and gave her a thumbs up.

"God you're fucking stupid what is wrong with you" she rolled her eyes at me.

"everything okay over here?" Gilinsky asked coming over.

"You've gotta be fucking kidding me." I whispered.