My life with Sam Wilkinson

Chapter 32

"Soo.." I said as we waited for our food. "What exactly happened?"

"Well after that fight she started screaming at me why I would fight him and that it has more than the reason that he doesn't treat you well and she kept repeating that I'm in love with you and that I wouldn't love her at all and then she said I should be with you and she left" he explained and my mouth dropped open.

"I.. I don't know what to say, why can't anyone understand that we're just best friends, we know each other since we're 5" I said not understanding why everyone thinks that guy and girl can't be friends without either fucking each other or loving each other, society is so weird.

"I know.." he said looking down.

When our food arrived we ate in silence but shared a few of our childhood memories together. It was nice spending time with Jack, I missed times like that.

When we left and got back to the hotel we talked about so much stuff and out of nowhere he asked me a question that left me speechless.

"Hey Jo, how do you think it would have been if you fell in love with me? you know when we had our benefits thing.." he said rubbing his neck.

I swallowed, not knowing how to answer that question. Of course I thought about it, how it would be if Gilinsky was with me instead of Sam and I knew how happy he would've make me but I wouldn't change anything. Sam makes me happy and I'm in love with him.

"I.. don't know" I laughed nervously "never thought about it" I lied.

Why would he ask something like that now? Why would he ask something like that anyway?

"W-why?" I stuttered.

"Just wondering.. I guess" he said not looking me in the eyes.

"okay, well I gotta go back again, Sam is probably wondering" I said and made my way to the elevator.

"I'll see you in the morning" I said and he came over to hug me and kissed my head.

"I love you Jo" he said and smiled at me.

"Love you too, G" I said and hugged him again.

When I made my way back to my room and I thought about everything that happened, maybe being with Gilinsky would've been completely different but losing his friendship is the worst thing that could happen if we break up and I wouldn't wanna risk that, besides I can't be with him ever. He is my best friend and I'm in love with Sam. And Gilinsky doesn't love me..

Am I right?