Chapter 1

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Lisa Manoban

I'm 19. Still in college. Life is hard. I've got lots of things to do, like so fucking a lot. With all the homework the lecturer gave me, with all my assignments.

I have to go here and there with only using ex5 Honda. You know that old bike. I'm not being ungrateful but that damn bike is so freaking slow. Haish.

One day I'm gonna buy a Ducati monster, my dream bike.
Argh!!! I wanna kill myself. Calm down, Lisa. Take a deeeep breath. It'll be over soon. I'm gonna graduate and work my ass off.

I'm so young to be this stress anyway. Whatever.

I have a sibling. An older brother. He's 24 years old. He's smart yeah, of course, everyone loves him, especially my parents. Well, of course, he always on top of the class and currently doing master. Well, I am a different story.

He is a pain in the ass. He didn't even do the housework. It's always me, me this me that. But it's okay right he's smart. Even though he always being a jerk.

Whatever he wants he always get it. The new iPhone launch and boom all I know the next day he asks my parents and they bought it for him. He wants the bike, then he gets it.

I didn't ask a lot of things. I didn't want to be a burden. Most of the time when I disagree the way they treated me I just shut my mouth. I keep things to myself. I bottle up everything. Sometimes I wish my little brother is still alive.

He died when he was a young age when he was 8 years old. He loves to protect me, he loves me, he always there for me. Maybe one day if I had the courage to tell you why he died, I will.

Let's just sleep for the day maybe I will meet my princess charming hehe. Well, yupp I'm gay. Nobody knows.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day.

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