I was sitting on my couch watching a movie when I checked the clock. Two in the morning and he still wasn't home. He was probably out partying and getting high and extremely drunk.
I was getting tired of this. He would work all day at the studio with the band and the come home late at night, hardly acknowledge me, and then go to some bar or party until it was the first few hours of the morning.
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Finally at 3am, Nikki stumbles through the door. Without even glancing at me, he started walking toward the bedroom."ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW?" I yelled at him.
Nikki slowly turned around to face me. "Oh hey Y/N, didn't see ya there."
"Where the hell were you?"
"Just out with the guys. What's the big deal?"
"The big deal is I want to know where the hell my fucking boyfriend is at 2 o'clock in the fucking morning!"
"Calm down Y/N, jeez. Sometimes I wanna go out to a bar after a hard day working at the studio where I make money to keep a roof over our fucking heads!" He yelled back.
"Your the one who made me quit my job when we moved in together, and still, at least call me if your gonna be our late"
"Stop Y/N, your not my fucking mother so stop being such a clingy fucking bitch" he screamed at me, pushing me into the wall.
Tears filled my eyes "I just wanted to make sure you were coming home" I said softly before rushing up the stairs into our bedroom.
I couldn't do it anymore. The lies, the alcohol, the drugs, the fights. It was all too much.
I grabbed my suitcase and started packing my things, when two strong, familiar, arms wrapped around me and pulled me away from my suitcase. I started whimpering as I tried to elbow my way free, but Nikki tightened his grip on me.
"I'm so sorry baby, I'm a mess. Please don't leave me" he whispered softly into my ear.
I turned around and faced him and my anger softened when I saw his eyes with tears in them and a saddened expression on Nikki's face.
I broken down and cried hard into his chest as he whispered "it's okay baby, it's okay" over and over again while stroking my hair lightly.
After a while, I stopped crying, I pulled away from Nikki and looked him in the eyes
"You can't keep doing this to me""I know baby, I know. I'm so, so sorry I made you cry. Please, please don't go"
"One phone call Nikki, one phone call was all I needed just to know you were ok. I love you Nikki, I do, but you can't keep worrying me 24/7. When you don't let me know where you are, it worries me, not just that but the drugs and alcohol too"
"I know I'm a mess" he said pulling me back into his arms "but you can't leave me, I don't know how I'll go on without you in my life, I need you Y/N"
I sighed. Yeah he can be a pain sometimes, but I really loved him.
"I won't go, but only if you promise me you'll clean up your act and stop worrying me all the time"
Nikki hugged me tighter and kissed the top of my head.
"I promise"
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