When The Bartender Cries

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Later that night, Coco and I head to bed in the dorm and I head to the bathroom to shower and lock the door. Getting into the shower, I sob as the water cascades around me. Once the water starts getting cold, I get out and get myself together. After getting dressed in a baggy t-shirt and a pair of leggings, I walk into the bedroom and get into bed seeing Coco already there. I lay on my side of the bed with my back to him so he can't see the tears in my eyes. Coco puts his arm around me and pulls me back against him and nuzzles his nose against my neck. I feel him start placing kisses to my neck and shoulder and he turns me onto my back and kisses me deeply. I pull away but he doesn't let me go. He pulls me closer the more I try to pull away and I am sobbing. "Talk to me amor." he says softly. I shake my head no and finally pull away from him. I get up and head for the bathroom and go to close the door but he stops me before I can. "What's wrong mi reina?" I shake my head and whisper "Just let me go." He looks at me shocked and asks "What?" I am sobbing harder and say "Just let me go. Fuck." before he pulls me to him and says "I ain't letting you go. You're mine mi reina. You're MY wife. MY Old Lady. "You're the other of MY child." I try to pull away and he says "Don't pull away from me." He cups my face and kisses me deeply and when we come up for air, he says "I love you." and pulls me back against him.

After getting myself together, he carries me to bed and again I turn my back to him but don't pull away when he pulls me to him. "I love you." he says and again I don't say anything. "Talk to me baby." he says. "Just something she said is stuck running through my head." I tell him. "What did she say?" he asks. "That you won't want my fat ass now that she was back." I tell him. Turning me to look at him, he cups my face and makes me look at him. "You are not fat. You are fucking perfect." he tells me and I shake my head no. Taking one of my hands, he moves my hand to his hard member and says "This is just from being in the same fucking room as you. You drive me loco bebita. You make feel like I am the only man that matters and I am so fucking in love with you. All I want to do is lay in bed with you. Make love to you and just hold you. You're fucking perfect. Mi amor, mi mundo, mi alma." he tells me. I look into his eyes and see so much emotion. I crash my lips with his and pull him to hover over me. "Love me Johnny." I whisper and we start shedding clothes but when he gets to my shirt, I stop him but he whispers "Don't hide hermosa." I nod and he removes my shirt and then my leggings and panties. Taking off his boxers, he moves between my thighs and enters me slowly. Spending the rest of the night making love to me nice and slow before we both find our release.

Waking up the next morning, I am on my side, snuggled into Coco's chest. I feel him stir and he holds me tighter. Kissing the top of my head, he whispers "Morning hermosa." I look up at him and he kisses me softly. "Morning Johnny." I say softly. Caressing my cheek, he kisses me again and deepens the kiss. When we separate, he look into my eyes and before he can ask I say "I'm sorry about last night." He shakes his head and says "No mi amor. Never apologize." I lean up and kiss him again and then whisper "You're mine." He smiles softly and says "And you're mine mi alma." I snuggle back into him and he says "We need to get up and check on Letti." I nod and get out of the bed. Getting dressed, we head into the main room and I don't see Letti or the Prospect. Before I can say anything they come out of the hallway and she comes right to me. I pull her into a hug and she snuggles into me. "Morning Mama." she says. "Morning baby. How'd you sleep?" I ask. "Okay. You?" she asks and sees how irritated my eyes are and looks at me concerned. "I'm fine baby. Papi made sure of it." I tell her. She looks at Coco and he nods. I kiss her temple and say "Head over to your Old Man." She nods and heads over to EZ and he pulls her close. Coco walks over and pulls me close and look at me. Before he can ask, I say "I'm getting there."