Disclaimer:
Please keep in mind this story can be very overwhelming for some, and few may get triggered. If you are ever going through something feel free to message me, I'm always up for a chat.
I know you think it's funny.
I know you think its funny to make fun of how I look, or how I don't look as good as you.
I know you think its funny to put me down for things I have no control over, I know you think its funny to make fun of how I'm not as smart as you.
I know you think its funny to make fun of the way I laugh, talk or even smile.
I know you think its funny to gossip about me behind my back to your friends, and make fun of the clothes I wear.
But do you know how I don't think its funny?
Do you know I hate the way I look also, or that I compare myself to you everyday?
Do you know I am so insecure because of how much you put me down, do you know I spend hours trying to get my life together and make my parents proud by getting better grades. Spoiler alert- never happens.
Do you know my smile is fake, and my laugh is because im nervous.
Do you know Im aware that you're talking about me?
Do you know how much your words make me cry?
Do you know much you've hurt me?
Do you know how I'm hurting?
Do you know it's just not funny?
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The Thoughts Of a Teenage Girl
Short StoryI'm sorry, I'm sorry I can't think or write like a normal person. These thoughts consume and drown me daily, I'd rather write and vent them all out than hold them in any longer. I can't let these emotions control me anymore.
