The Thoughts Of a Teenage Girl

Cruel World

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I'm so fucking tired of always being there for people.

Waiting up till two in the morning to make sure they're feeling okay before they go to sleep, wasting my time by trying to be as kind and friendly to everyone as possible only to find out they're stabbing me in the back.

I'm exhausted trying to prove myself worthy of being a friend, when they don't even give a flying fuck. Because in the end the only person they truly care about is themselves. 

I push myself to check in on as many people as possible, but do they ever bother to really check in on me? No.

No matter how many times I'll stand by they're side and prove to them I care and that I'm loyal, they never give me the same effort back. 

This world isn't cruel, the people who live on it are.

Nowadays finding someone who is selfless is rare, and finding someone who is genuine and loyal is hard because its almost as though they don't even exist....

Everyone walks around claiming they "hate" fake people and they wish all toxic people would just vanish from this earth, well they better watch what they wish for because soon they'll disappear.

They mention all the things they hate in this world, when all they're mentioning are themselves.

Stop pretending to be so pure, when you're the toxic waste that is making it harder each day to breathe.

Stop walking around as if everyone is out to get you, when you're the one holding the knife.