𝑭𝒊𝒏𝒆

.03

*A/N: Yesss this book is mainly on Coolie bc I legit see nooo books abt him and he just deserves a story. So yes, most of the things you see done in this book are done by Coolie.*

Myana

I rubbed my head and sighed as I stared at the mess my dog made.

"Now, Trixie...why the hell would you shit...right here...on my floor??" I sighed.

"Woof..." was all that I got in response.

I walked into the bathroom and got a pair of gloves from under the sink. I grabbed a bag and picked it up with the bag. As soon as I opened the door, I dashed down the stairs to throw it away. I came back up and cleaned the spot with bleach.

"Bad ass dog...GET OUT MY ROOM!" I yelled.

The dog trotted out of my room into Jahseh's room. I decided to just go check on Coolie because I haven't seen him since the group got here.

"COOOOLIIEEEEEEEE!" I yelled while walking into his room but quickly stopped myself when I saw that he was sleeping. He barely even sleeps anymore, so I didn't wanna wake him. I backed out of the room and shut the door. I hopped on my bed and took out my phone, scrolling through my comments on instagram.

"Oh here's a funny one! from user09...'y'all help! issa bug on my screen! oh wait, it's her'" I snorted.

I get hella hate comments on my pictures simply because i'm pretty and they built like trucks, but that's okay....I'm still cute.

Coolie

I closed my eyes and turned onto my side, facing away from the door as I heard Myana enter my room. Yes, I love my only other little sister to death. She's all I have. Our mom died when I was 14 and she was 11. That's around the time when we had to move with our dad and when I started to cut myself. I love her but sometimes she's a little clingy and I don't feel like talking.

"COOOOOOOLLIIIIEEEEEE!!" she yelled while opening my door.

'please, go away, please..' i silently prayed to myself in my head.

She mumbled an "Oh...my bad.." as she backed out of my room and I heard the door close. I let out a sigh of relief and pulled my box from under my bed. It has every single existing picture of my mother in it. I opened it and began to smile as my most favorite picture of her was right on top. I pulled it out and stared at it as I felt a hot tear run down my cheek to my chin. I sniffled and chuckled lightly, remembering when she took the picture. I continued to go through the pictures until I couldn't keep my emotions inside. I let out ugly, but quiet sobs as i held the box to my chest and laid on my side, curled into a ball. K get that i'm a boy and "bOyS dOnT cRy", but i'm sensitive as hell and certain things make me feel weak. Jahseh burst into my room and gave me a weird look and quirked his brow. I immediately shot up and wiped my face.

"Uh... I was bouta tell you we was gettin' ready to go to the party....but like....you......" he paused and rubbed his face aggressively and I just sighed.

"Coolie, nigga, are you crying? Why?" he asked me while shutting the door and coming to sit at the edge of my bed.

I let go of the box and pushed it towards him. He gave me a confused look and hesitantly opened the box.

"Who's that...your..."

"It's my momma.." I sniffled.

He put the photo back in the box and came to wrap his arms around me. I cried uncontrollably into his shoulder as he rubbed small circles on my back.

"I-I-I MISS H-HER J-JAH!" i screamed out.

"I know, vro.." he sighed as he rubbed his nose against my fore head.

"SHES G-GONE...." i screamed out feeling the pain in my chest get more intense.

Omniscient

The skinnier boy screamed out for his mother as the taller, light skinned boy consoled him. Meanwhile in the other room, his sister was happily getting ready for the party like everyone else, like nobody heard the boys cries. He stopped crying and stifled sobs until eventually, he stopped crying. Jahseh rubbed his back one more time before letting him go and looking him straight in the eye.

"you good, now?" jahseh asked him, not breaking eye contact.

"i'm fine." he replied.

"are you sure you don't want me to stay with you for a lil bit, coolie? i—i mean..."

Coolie chuckled sadly to himself before he replied.

"yeah, jah. im fine."

"ight.." jahseh sighed before walking out of the room and shutting the door.

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