Chapter 20

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Y/n's POV

Why do I always fall for someone that easy?


Why am I so easy to be toyed around?


Why does everyone just use me?


My heart, it felt as if my healed scars have reopened...


Why does it seems like no one respects me for who I am?


Every single time, all I am to someone is a toy to be played around...


Why do I feel like I lost my own soul?



I feel so many emotions, anger, frustration, depression, but only one can over power myself...


...regret...


I wish I didn't ever meet him, I wish I didn't become fond of him... but I sorta don't regret it...

Because of him, I found someone who I thought I could trust, someone to be there by my side, someone who actually understands me...

Well, that was what I 'thought'...

Who would've thought that he was just using me for satisfaction? I actually thought he cared...

Why do I even exist?

First, I gave my all to my own father but then he leaves us.

Second, I loved my ex for a long time just to be re-payed  by cheating at.

And then this, falling again for someone who would use me.

I feel like my heart is broken into a million pieces.

Maybe, I should just end it all here... Once and for all...





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