•Don't Leave Me• ♡>Yoongi x reader<♡ *DISCONTINUED*

Chapter 24

Y/N's POV

My finger hovered on the album with the unwanted name I wish to see.

No... You need to forget him..

He is the reason of your suffering Y/n...

Before I knew it, tears started rolling down my face again. Soon soft sobs came out of me and I let go of my phone out of reflex and causing a soft thud  when it landed on the carpet. I curled up and hugged my knees and rested my head on my arms, crying my eyes out. 

I can't take the pain anymore!

I need a faster way to end it all..

After my break down, I walked my way to my drawer. Taking my time on each step I take, as I carefully pulled the handle and laid my fingers on the shiny object before me. The cold metal felt against my skin. My hands trembling as I make my way to the bathroom connected to my room. I closed the door behind me and locked it just in case.

So many emotions going in my head; anger, sadness, frustration, envy, regret, pain, hate ...love...

I can end it all here...

I slowly let my hand gripping the shiny object..

As I let my emotion get the best of me, I didn't even notice the familiar crimson liquid slowly dripping from my wrist down to my forearm, that once had the fair color before, now pale as the white tiled flooring in the said room.

As I let my emotions take over me, the more slits were open in my now pale skin as the cuts were open, my pale skin complemented the crimson liquid slowly seeping out of my fresh cuts.

1... 2... 3....

Three cuts for the trust that I have grown between the  both of us...

4... 5... 6...

Another batch of freshly cut in slits like before but longer, these ones are for letting my damn self grow these unwanted feelings for him as the more that I had spent with him, the more the feelings grew...

7... 8... 9... 10...

As I let the sharp object glide along my skin, uncontrollable tears pouring out of the eyes like waterfalls, making my feild  of vision blurry...

As I continue to slash my arms with the blade, soon switch to my legs which lead to the cutting deeper into my skin and the length of each cut getting longer, each slit making me hiss slightly in pain but soon making the emotional pain slowly going away but only a bit.

My eyes getting even more  blurry each cut, eyes still pouring tears soon which left me sobbing uncontrollably and trembling, soon I didn't notice that I had dropped the blade until I dizzy, my vision getting even more blurry, my knees wobbled which lead me hold onto the wall for support  but ended up on the cold tiled floor. Closing my eyes tightly to make  my vision at leasta bit better, but when opening them I saw a pool of my own blood next to me, smilling, I let my consciousness slowly drift away as my eyelids gatting heavier each moment I stay awake but before darkness took over me, I heard a faint ringing in a tine in the background.

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Hey guys! I am back from a loooooong nap.

So yeah I took a break a bit from all the stressful stuff happening around me and deicided to continue this, sorry it took me a while to mentally ready release a chapter knowing its horribly short but I will make it up for you all next chapter.

Love ya'll and Merry Christmas and advance Happy New Year! ♡

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