Chapter 21

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(so this chapter has a lot of cussing, your decision if you want to read this.)
Yoongi's POV

"Y/N Wa-"

I got cut off when she hung up on me.

sh*t

Sh*t

Sh*t

I was pacing around my room, guilt building up in me. I pulled a fistful of hair in frustration. I had no other choice but to follow his orders.

Flashback~

We were called by an emergency meeting by Bang-Pdnim. We called unexpected actually that's why I still look like a zombie who just woke up from a thousand year sleep. We gathered in his office and noticed the Maknae line nervous about what is going to be talking about. I shrugged it off and we all sat down. Pdnim walked in sorta nervous and his face was worried. When he sat down we all greeted him and bowed.

"Sit down now boys, we have an important matter to discuss about." Pdnim said in a stern voice.

We did as told and he sighed.

"Pdnim, what is this emergency meeting you called us so urgent?" Namjoon asked.

"Well.." he took deep breaths and continued,
".. It's about your relation to Y/N.." he looked down.

"What about it?" Jimin asked confused.

"You see guys, Y/n is a very close friend to you all specially to Yoongi. By the past weeks, there are viral photos of Yoongi and Y/n and rumored 'dating'. And most of ARMYs are angry to see those pictures. These pictures leaked out in public with a lot of consequences. They are saying you guys are having an affair. They even photo shopped a picture of you guys having a one night stand. These consequences include angry ARMY's may hurt Y/n, BTS  having less privacy due to social media. And there is an option for you guys to decide on." Pdnim said looking at us. But eyeing me.

"What is that?" Seokjin hyung asked.

"Its either suffering the consequences or avoiding Y/n."

I gulped at the hardest decision of my life.

Y/n is a very important person in my life, I couldn't  imagine life without her. I mean, she is a very caring and nice and innocent girl. How could people hurt her? I can't-

"I think its better if you avoided her. If you did, no more scandal and Y/n is safe that way. We are too. But its up to your guys decision."Pdnim said and stood up.

"I'm gonna give a bit of time to think. But please make up your mind because this is urgent decision making". and left.

They all looked at me, with a serious expression.

I sighed, "I can't just, avoid Y/n... She is already so close with me. With us. But... If we don't avoid her, she might get hurt by sasaengs. And plus, she was hurt before, and I don't want that to happen... Ugghh this is so stressful." I banged my fist on the table of frustration.

Thinking of the consequences, I stood up from my chair and left for the bathroom.

'I need to freshen up a bit'.

I went to the men's bathroom and headed to the sink. I washed my face and looked up at the mirror. I looked at my stressed face after these days. 'How am I going to solve this?' I thought as I dried my damp face.

I sighed, when someone tall entered the bathroom. I didn't bother to look at him because I already knew who he was.

"It's okay, hyung. We are here for you." he comforted me as he gently placed a hand on my shoulder.

"No, its not okay, Namjoon. It's not okay for me to hurt an innocent girl who got dragged into this mess. And now here I am, thinking of the mess I've made that dragged all of us and the girl I like into chaos." I said and didn't dare to look up to him.

He sighed," Yoongi-hyung, we are always here for each other. In good times and in bad times, in happiness and in sorrow. We know you have feelings for her but now is the time to think. Do you wish to continue hanging out with her, but getting hurt by sasaengs or our career going to down or do you wish to avoid her, getting to know she is safe at her home and going back to normal?.." he paused and let me think a bit.

"Don't worry hyung, no matter what decision you make, we are here with you to handle the consequences." He said and left to back.

Could I risk it? ...

End of flashback


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