•Don't Leave Me• ♡>Yoongi x reader<♡ *DISCONTINUED*

Chapter 22

Hey guys.  Author nim here.

I decided to try and continue this story if I have the free time to do so. Also thank you for the reads! When I notice the number of reads this made me have the power to continue this even if there are exams :')

hope ya'll enjoy!

Y/N's POV

Everything hurts. Physically, emotionally, mentally, everything.

So these past five days I think, I locked myself up in my room, not eating nor drinking. I don't have any contact with the members of BTS or Nicole or even Lucas.. Since Nicole went to a reunion vacation with her co leagues  for a month or so, Lucas is still in the country but as far as I know he is with his family, better not burden him, and Yoongi..

I should stop thinking about him for me to get over him. He probably is busy producing music or in rehearsals right now.. he shouldn't be worrying about me slowly dying in my own room.

Life seems so confusing and beautiful at the same time. Life is about discovering about the world and uncovering new experiences with the people you love or even just sitting in a seat in the plane waiting patiently to finally see someone from long far away from you, life can be full of joy and pain. In life there are downfalls, being a disappointment  for our parents, being depressed about how reality is slowly but hard hitting you on your dreams. 

Life seems so confusing, I know, but in those downfalls you will eventually pulled up from misery and put you in a better mood to continue like me being cheated on by my ex, yeah during those months I have been getting over him have been a pain but I found someone to heal my wounds of being broken and bring me back to the positive side of life but that person ended up being same reason I am healed and broken at the same time. In those time I  had with him had been the best days of my life because I knew I had him by my side whenever, but now here I am, sobbing softly in bed curled up in my blankets and the cause of my sadness is him.

I gently wiped my tears away as new ones came pouring out. I lied in bed, staring at the ceiling as waterfalls of tears pouring from my eyes. I groaned in pain as another painful headache hit me again. I placed my hand on my forehead and rubbed it trying to ease the pain from the headache , but can't ease the pain in my heart.

It was the fifth headache I have had these days with hunger. My phone is in the drawer of my nightstand, I turned it on silent to not bother others and for others not to bother me. I check my phone sometimes after text messages and calls unanswered. 

Nicole tried calling me multiple times checking if I was fine said in the messages but never did I reply. She kept trying contacting me several times but she started to worry because I never seem to text back. I want to text her back and tell her I was fine and wish her a safe journey there but I never brought myself to do so. The other members of Bangtan tried texting me but then again, never did I reply back. Lucas.. he doesn't have have my number so i don't know about him. 

I was silently admiring the pale ceiling staring back at me when my phone rang once again. I had the energy to sit up and check who it was and it was...

an unknown number?

I looked at it confused and wiped my tears away and cleared my throat and hesitated but pressed the green button and placed my phone on the nightstand.

"H-hello?" I said in a hoarse voice.

"hey Y/n, wait, you sound like you cried? What happened?!" the person in the other line sounded worried. The voice was familiar..

"L-lucas?" I asked unsure.

"The one and only! Enough about me, how are you? Nicole told me you didn't answer her calls and she is worried sick. Why were you even not answering your phone?" he asked sounding concerned.

I started trembling in fear. I started shaking and my tears started flowing again. 

Should I tell him?

no... I'll just burden him again if I told him...

"My phone was just ... out of battery! Yeah.. Out of battery so don't worry about me. I can take care of my self," I told him, trying to keep my voice from breaking.

"Oh, okay I should tell that to her. But... Are you sure that you're ok? You don't sound okay... just wanna make sure" he asked seemingly suspicious.

Shoot maybe I should try a new reason..

"I'm fine, I swear. Go on with your family reunion, I don't wanna be a burden to waste up all your time on me," I said reassuringly and trying to be real as I can.

"You're not a burden, Y/n, know that. You are not a waste of my time, I would use up all the time I have just to be with you, just to make you happy," he said and I can probably hear him smiling warmly at the phone right now looking like fool.

"You should hang up now. I know you are busy right know and I got to go," I said smiling lightly at his kind comment.

"Oh sorry to bother. Since you insist, I'll hang up now. Bye and take care!" he cried happily and hung up.

I smiled knowing my best friend is okay and having a great time with his loved ones. 

I wish I did too...

I shook the thought away and looked back at my phone. I pressed my gallery and looked at my past photos, those past smiles I had on my face that now is a frown and eyes filled with tears, I see my photos with my best friends back then, oh how I missed these moments.

I was about to press 'Back to home' when I saw something that caught my attention..

It was an album that had a name of 'Yoongi <3'

When did I create an album with this name...?