What a girl

Feelings

Lydia P.O.V

The bell rang that signaled the end of last period, I stood up and took a deep breath mentally preparing myself for my afternoon with stiles, I have hung out with stiles almost everyday of my life and have never been nervous to hang out with him but this time was different what if I did have feelings for stiles, what if he didn't have them back, what if it worked out for a little while and then ended horribly preventing us from being friends I thought to myself as I walked down the hall to my locker put away all my books "booo!!" stiles jumped out and scared the living day light at me I playfully smacked him on the arm "stiles you can't jump up on a girl like that" I said trying to hide the fact I thought it was funny "come on you thought it was funny" he said with this puppy dog look on his face "maybe a little, lets get to the jeep" we linked arms and walked to the jeep I never noticed it but stiles actually had mussel it sorta surprised me "take a seat ma lady" he said in our medieval voice that we always used, he opened the door for me to get in and tripped as I got in but he caught me and I replied "thank you my savior" pretending to be a damsel in distress. Stiles got in and we drove talking about our days and classes and homework and teachers and Allison being back and finally we got to the mall I jumped out of the car really excited to shop it was my favorite part of the day "were here!!" Stiles said more excited then me as he skipped toward the shop entrance "I can see that" I sarcastically yelled to him due to the fact He was way in front "hurry up slow poke" He yelled to me, I ran up and jumped on his back he galloped closer to the entrance. The shopping mall in beacon hills was huge it was your basic shopping mall it had everything you would need. We entered as the automatic sliding doors opened and I felt the icy breeze of the air conditioner brush some hair out of my face. Still on stiles back we walked into our favorite shop, so hip, it sound twelvie but it's not. Stiles sat in a chair as I pranced around the girls section picking out different dresses for the winter formal coming up soon which I now had no date to. A wave of sadness washed over me as I thought of how me and Jackson were planning to go stiles must of noticed because he walked up to me and tucked some hair behind my ears and asked so softly "lydia what's up? You have been kinda off for a few days now, is everything alright?" now was the time I had to tell him about Jackson before he heard from someone else "well..." I started as we plopped ourselves down in the middle of aisle 12 "Jackson has been cheating on me with Catie longstein basically since we started going out and I didn't know about it till he broke up with me for her yesterday and I feel really stupid for not noticing and I am sorry I didn't tell your right away it's just I didn't want you getting into a fight with Jackson" I finished waiting for him to yell but he didn't he just wiped away some tears that I hadn't even noticed had started to fall "lydia it's okay you never have to apologize to me you had your reasons and though I would have preferred you to tell me straight up I am not mad I swear, and as for Jackson he is a real douche weed for not seeing how special you are and he deserves to be hit right in the jaw for what he did to you and Lydia you are the smartest person I know so you shouldn't feel stupid about anything ever" he finished be pulling me into one of three of the most emotional hugs I have ever had and funny enough the other three were also with stiles the first one being after I caught my Ex best friend Lilly kissing my boyfriend at the time jack behind the plum tree at the freshman winter formal the other being after the first time Jackson cheated on me and the third being right now. "stiles I have to tell you something else that has been playing on my mind something Allison said" I wanted him to know what she said "anything" he looked me deep in the eyes and at that moment I knew I was completely and utterly in love with my best friend I knew because of those be honey brown eyes they made me melt from the inside "well Allison said how could to people who are together 24/7 not develop more then friendship feelings" I waited for him to laugh or be like cause we don't like each other but he just held the deep gaze and whispered "and you said" I didn't know what to say so I whispered back "wouldn't it wreck everything" his reply was the best thing I have ever heard but the best part was the whole time he was talking he was staring my lips he said "nothing could wreck what we have. Even so it would be worth it to release the epic emence feeling in my chest that aches for you everyday, if it would relieve the part of me that constantly was to be with you and not in a friend way in this way" he finished his sentence by closing the gap between him and me by crashing out lips together it was epic there were sparks and fireworks and all the sappy stuff you see and hear about in books