What a girl

Apology

Stiles P.O.V
Heartache filled me it consumed me like I was drowning in it. I wished I could escape but the more I tried to come up for air the farther down in sadness I became. "Where's Kaeden?" I heard Lydia say and I just cried no words came out. Allison came in the room with a doctor and I stopped crying "where's my baby?" Lydia asked confused "miss Martin. Your baby was born premature and had lung problems. We had him stable but something happened and the lung keeping him alive collapsed and we lost him. I'm sorry for your loss" the doctor said "I don't understand" she asked "your baby passed away" he said full of sympathy. Lydia made a weird sound like someone punched her in the stomach and winded her "Lydia are you okay" I tried to hold her hand but she yanked it away "he's gone. What is wrong with me? What did I do? Why did they take him?" she questioned "I don't know Lydia. It's alright" I tried to comfort her "YOU! YOU TOLD ME HE WAS STRONG YOU TOLD ME HE WOULD MAKE IT YOU LIED. WHY DID YOU LIE?" She yelled

"Lydia I'm sorry. I really thought he would make it"

"It hurts. Everything hurts. It all hurts" she said clutching her heart

"Lydia baby are you alright. What does it feel like" I asked concerned

"Like... like a piece of my heart was taken away from me. THIS. THIS CAN'T HAPPEN. STILES HE LOOKED SO MUCH LIKE YOU. PLEASE. PLEASE GO" she yelled

"Lyd-"

"JUST STOP. I think you should go" she said and my world stopped. I couldn't now right now. All I have left in the world is my here and my beautiful Athena.

"Lydia please don't do this"

"Stiles... just.. go.."

Allison came to me took my hand and walked me out of the room I looked back and Lydia just laid there and sobbed.

Lydia's P.O.V
Everything hurt. It all just felt like getting stabbed multiple times in the heart by a searing hot knife. But then it stopped. I felt nothing. Nothing except ANGER. Anger towards stiles. He got me pregnant. He was the cause of this pain. Deep down I know it isn't his fault but I couldn't help it someone had to be blamed this had to be someone's fault. I screamed at stiles and told him to leave he begged me not to but I just told him to leave then allison took him out of the room and I sobbed into my lap.

That night I cried myself to sleep.

The next morning I was released. I got dressed and got beautiful Athena dressed popped her in the car seat and drove is home Melissa was looking after Athena while I went to by some baby stuff.

It had been maybe 6 to 7 hours. The time was 6 o'clock and I was driving home because Melissa had to work at 7 but then all of a sudden an image of kaeden popped in my brain and my eyes turned to waterfalls and I lost my vision.
I almost collided with a car but swerved just missing the car and my whole life flashed before my eyes making me genuinely no how much stiles meant to me and athie couldn't grow up with split parent I grew up with split parents and it was the worst. I drove home planing to call stiles and tell him how much I love him and am sorry.

When I got home I walked in collected my baby girl from Melissa and went up stairs. I pushed open my door with my foot, cause I had no hands due to Athena being held in them. "Lydia. Lydia before you tell me to leave here me out." stiles said standing in the middle of my room. His face was bruised he had been beat up "stiles what happened to your face." I said putting Athena in her cot and running to him "you don't want me to leave?" He asked

"No I had a frightening experience today and the only person I wanted to come talk to me was you I realized how much I missed you. Stiles Stilinski. I love you and I really need you right now. Do you still love me?"

"Of course I still love you. I never stopped. I never will stop"

"Well then will you do me the honor of still becoming my husband?"

"Yes. Yes I will"

Yes he said yes I thought he would hate me. But he doesn't he still wants to marry me.

"I have a question stiles" I asked

"Yes?"

"What happened to your face?"

Stiles P.O.V

*Flashback*

Kaeden is gone. Athena is gone. Lydia is gone. I don't have anyone or anything left in my life. Yet I felt nothing. No pain. No regret. No anger. No sadness. Nothing, nothing at all. I wondered the streets trying to find something to make me feel. When I look to my left I see a group of guys down an ally and think I know how to feel pain. "Oi faggots" I yelled to the gang

"did that puny punk just call us faggots?"

"Yeah I did"

"Well I think he needs a lesson on who to call names"

Then I woke up looked around I was in a back ally way my cheek is bleeding and my left rib aches.

*Flashback Ended*

Stiles P.O.V

"Oh stiles baby why did you get yourself best up?" Lydia said a year sliding down her cheek

"I thought it was my fault. My fault Kaeden was gone. My fault you didn't want me. My fault I wasn't gonna be in my daughters life"

"Well guess what I will never leave you." She promised me

And then I went in I kissed her and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I picked her up and through her on her bed that was at Melissa's house and then. Lydia pulled off my shirt as I pulled off hers my belt was off in seconds and her pants were off then mine were off and next thing you knew 😉😏

Scott's P.O.V

I had just got home from picking Lucy up from Liam's. I walked in the door "mum were home" no reply "she must be at work" Lucy answered as if she read my mind "well then in that case let's go to the mall for dinner "I will go see if Lydia wants to come" Luce said running to Lydia's room. "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I heard Lucy scream I ran as fast as I could to my sister who was standing outside Lydia's room with her eyes covered "so sorry guys I didn't know. Good to see your not fighting anymore" I hear Lucy say "Lucy what's going on?" I said as Lucy pushed me away from the door "There doing it.. or were." She scrunched her fave in disgust. "Guys really. Anyway me and Luce are going to the mall get dressed use are coming" I yelled to them "okay" they said in unison

We were all at the mall eating Indian it was so quietly awkward "soooo" stiles said. I kinda just death glared at him "winter formal tomorrow. Should be fun" Lucy said trying to make convocation "omg I forgot I can't go" Lydia said "why not?" me and stiles asked "who's gonna mind Athena?" She said "it's dad's night off tomorrow he can" stiles answered "okay well then can't wait" she said and it went back to quiet chit chat

A/n: sorry I feel like this chapters a bit boring but the winter formal is next so that should be good.