What a girl

Till Friday

Allison's P.O.V

We pull up outside the front of the Stilinski residence. I am freaking out I don't want to tell Scott or Stiles there gonna treat me differently. We hopped out and I lent against the car as Lydia got Athie out. As I wait a few more realizations wash over me I might not be here for the wedding and if I am I'm going to be sick and weak. Also I won't be here for Athies first steps or words or her first dance or boyfriend I won't be here for her gradation or wedding or kids. I don't want to miss everything I really don't want to die not yet.

"Allie don't cry, what are you thinking about?" Lydia asks wiping away a few tears.

"Everything I will miss." I say letting a few more tears slip.

"IF you have it we will just have to make up for it in the time you have left and that's only IF you have it." She says offering me to hold athena. I take her in my arms and she giggles she is about 5 months old now god I will miss her.

*knock knock knock*

Lydia knocks on the door and you can hear the boys racing down the steps. Then it opens and I see my boyfriend my gorgeous boyfriend who I love so much and I am going to miss horribly. He kisses me and then I look over to see my hyperactive spaz of a best friends Stilinski who I have always taken for granted.

"I love you so much Scott okay, never forget that. You are my first love the first person I ever loved the person I will always love I love you Scott. Scott Mcall and stiles I'm sorry that I take you for granted sometimes just always know your special And remember you can get the girl. Lydia you are my BestFriend and I love you with all my heart and I never ever want to see you cry okay because you are so strong but sometimes you need some help and I always hoped I'd be there to protect you okay" I say and then I look at the beautiful baby girl in my arms and say "and baby athie I love you bubba girl Aunty Allie will miss you and she's sorry she won't be hear to see you walk or talk or go to preschool or college but I know you will change the world one day athena I'm sorry I won't be here to see it sweetie just know I love you as if you were my own" I finish and see Lydia looking extremely sad she cried a little and then I look at the boys who look scared, upset, confused but mostly worried.

"Allison why are you talking like something bad is going to happen to you." Stiles finally asked.

"Let's sit and I will explain" we all went inside and sat.

We all sat in silence as they waited patiently for me to try and find the words Scott sat frozen in fear stiles obviously freaking out sat there fidgeting and Lydia sat crying hugging athie and telling her it's okay. I on the other hand just sit here trying to find the words to tell two of the people I love most in this world that there's a more then 75% chance I am going to die in about 4 months. About 5 or so minutes later I finally work out what I'm going to say.

"Okay so here we go" I started but before I could continue I cough and cough and cough and cough and when I stop and Scott sees the blood in my hands he jumps to my side and with a wet cloth and wipes my hand.

"Allie what's going on?" Stiles asks looking horrified. Scott just hugs me.

"Okay, I Love all of you so much and have no idea how I ended up with such a good group of friends we are like a little family stiles and Scott brothers me and Lydia sisters and we're all so close like a puzzle. But before I tell you what's going I need you all to promise me something. okay?" I ask needing them to agree on this.

"Okay" they all say

"If a piece of the puzzle is taken away promise you guys won't put your lives on hold promise you will keep moving forwards. Stiles promise you will always follow your dream and please for me become a detective we all know it's what your good at. Lydia you are amazing with kids and drawing and I know you have never known what to do with those skills well I do promise me you'll open your own store and sell your own line of kids wear oh and guide Lucy in the ways of being fabulous. Oh and Scott you cheeky son of a gun you are the best thing to come into my life and I need to know that if I'm gone you will move on and find someone else because I need to know your happy once I'm gone your a natural born leader so aspire to do big thing like be the president. Okay the reason I am saying this is because when I went away I actually went to get a PET scan because the doctors think I have terminal lung cancer i get my results back Friday and if I have it. Its to far on so I will have four months left. I don't want you to treat me differently so please just act normal" I was swarmed by hugs and doused in tears.

"What's going on" lucy and Liam ask as they walk through the door and see us all crying.

Everyone looks at me I love Lucy like she is my little sister and I don't want to worry her or Liam until we're sure "We were talking about that new book the fault in our stars so emotional" I say and she laughs

"You guys are weird. Anyway me and Liam will be upstairs" she yells walking up the stairs.

"Keep the door open and Liam I own a gun" I yell and you hear Liam laugh.

"Guys lets just act normal until we actually know okay" I say

"Till Friday" they all say in sink

"Let's watch a movie" I suggest and stiles pulls out starwars

"Every time" we all say

We all sit quietly on one couch while athie is asleep in stiles arms.

"Till friday" I whisper to myself.