Shut up and Listen

My Promise

How do I deal with you?

I should have shut up

And let you wonder what I said.

How do I deal with me?

I thought it was over but

I was so wrong again.

I said one thing to please them

But I lied and hid the real thing.

How selfish could I be?

I thought you received it but

Again I was wrong and

Nothing will ever bring the oblivion back to you.

It's gone to never come back

And I want to cry over how

This happened.

You know but I'm glad that you

Still want to even talk to me.

I promise you and myself this:

I'll get over you.

Just you watch.

I will.

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