(I have major jet lag while writing this so have mercy, also I'm really sorry if I mess up parts and put a specific gender with reader I try to make books for all readers anyway BYE LOVES)
Y/n POV
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I can't breathe. I can't. One of my friends just died, the person I look up to let her die. Where am I? Why am I here? I don't belong here with all this death! I turn off the lights so I can calm down and breathe but it's not working. I close my eyes and wait hearing myself breathe roughly. I hear the closet door open, I look up slowly just to see Peter closing the door behind him and sitting next to me. I hold my breath so he can't tell that I'm freaking out. I keep looking down and we sit in silence for a decent amount of time.
"I'm sorry." He says quietly. I face him and tears start to fall down my face again. He looks at me and give me a sympathetic look. He leans towards me and side hugs e while I lean my head on his shoulder. I release my breath and start to hyperventilate again.
"Hey, Hey calm down relax and breathe." He says while patting my back. It wasn't working I keep breathing heavily.
"Ok follow what I do, in and out, in and out, in and out." I follow his breathing and start to calm down. I stare at him while my eyesight continues to become blurry do to my tears covering everything.
"What am I doing here Parker?" I ask as he wraps his arm around me and pulls me towards his chest.
"To be honest... I really don't know, not a lot of people don't really choose janitors closets for breakdowns." He laughs slightly, I let out a faint laugh and punched his shoulder.
"I'm serious, why did I decide to become a doctor I mean I know why but WHY?" I ask.
"Look Y/n we all have that first patient and we all have our first death in the hospital, you just had the unfortunate event were it happened at the same time." He says. "But you become a doctor so save people, you will lose some and that will be on your mind for life but the ones you save... that's when you feel like your doing something right." He says holding me tighter than before.
We stay silent for another few moments. Until we look at each other, he seems so sad like me and I can't blame him he knew Kali even before I did I can't imagine what he's going through. We continue to stare at each other in silence I slightly get a glimpse of his lips, and I can see that he did he same but with mine. He leans in, I can see him looking at my lips what do I do? I want this... I WANT THIS?! WOAH WOAH BUT we both just lost a friend, we aren't in the right state of mind! All of this feels like it's moving on slow motion, I can't believe it but at the same time this makes so much sense. This pink soft lips touch mine and I'm loving it, I feel like I'm in heaven. We separate and make eye contact.
"Sorry..." he says quietly. Sorry? Sorry?! That was one of the best kisses I've ever had! ...wait ...holy shit I kissed my resident, FUCK!
"It's... It's ok." I say I know my cheeks are red, I know they are. We both just sit there in silence until he raps his arm around me trying to make me feel better, it's working. I exhale and just look at him again, we look into each others eyes for some time longer and I can see him start to lean in again until-
"Parker! Peter Parker!" We both hear from that hallway it's Tony, both of our faces turn white. Oh my god what are we doing?! We stand up and I try to find a place to hide, there are some shelves in the back that would work. I signal the plan and he somehow understands and nods. I hid and looked through the sheets and gowns at the door. Peter looks back to make sure he can't see me then opens the door.
"Right here Tony." He says slowly walking out.
"What are you doing in a closet? Jeez sometimes I still feel like your in high school and need your teenage space." He laughs. I wait a few seconds and hear a loud punch. Ouch.
"OUCH! Damn it Peter that hurt." Tony yells.
"Whatever just come on." Peter says as their voice go off into the distance. I slowly walk out of the closet and continue my day as normal. Except is wasn't normal I kissed my resident, I KISSED DR. PARKER!! I stop in a hallway thinking of what could happen, when I feel a hand smack my back.
"OUCH!!! WHO THE FUC-" The person covers my mouth and laughs. Mason!
"Jesus Mason that hurt like a bitch!" I say hitting him back.
"Relax y/n it's lunch time and my stomach feels empty like Mr. Daro in room 204, you know the guy with the worms?" He laughs as we walk.
"Jesus Mason what is wrong with you." I mentally face palm. We both just laugh it off for now and go to eat.
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Time time a few hours later
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My shift is over and I'm walking out of the hospital but I stop, looking back at my day it really really... sucked. I take a seat on a bench in front and just look at the stars. 'Jesus Christ' I thought. What the fuck was today? I have never lost a patient... and I really didn't expect it to be Kali. I feel and start to hold back the tears in my eyes, ultimately letting one fall. I then feel the back of my head being smacked.
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Peter's Pov
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I walk out of the hospital after my long ass shift just wanting to go home so badly. I stop in my tracks after seeing Y/n sitting on a bench, she looked very beautiful I'm not going to lie. I just stand and watch until I see a tear fall, I slowly walk up behind them and smack the back of her head.
"Ow! What the actual fu-" She seemed to stop in the middle of her sentence once she realized it was me. "What is it Peter?" She said sighing. I take a seat next to them and just look up. This feels really nice.
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Y/N Pov
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He looks to the stars as I was doing before.
"Look I know you're still sad about Kali, I am too but remember what I said, we can't save them all Y/n." He says, I nod and just continue looking at the stars. This feels really nice.
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Dr. Parker - Peter Parker X Reader!
FanfictionYou have been working at the Stark hospital for one week and you seem to be having great progress made some friends, but well... now you get the meet the attendings and
