you were laying in bed cold and alone wishing Brandon was next to you cuddling you and helping you fall asleep. you could NOT fall asleep if something was happening in your room like music playing softly, the tv being on, or Brandon singing softly in your ear. Brandon was in the studio late again for the 4th time this week. You were getting tired of falling asleep in your brother, Edwin's, room every night. You finally decide to get up and go see what Brandon was doing even though you already knew his face was glued to that laptop of his staring and every last beat he has ever made. You grab one of Brandon's sweatshirts and throw it on. you walk downstairs to find Edwin watching Netflix as always. "he big bro" you say plopping down next to him. "hey Lil sis, you ok" he asks pausing the tv. "yeah just can't fall asleep" you say sighing. "Brandon is in the studio if you want to go see him or do you want to fall asleep with me again," he asks holding on to me knowing I'm tired and want to go to sleep without crying myself to sleep. me being sensitive and jumping to conclusions, I used to think that Brandon didn't care about me since he was always in the studio which lead into late nights, fights, and crying 24/7. of course, we've worked on it but he's still in the studio late and its been bothering me lately. the only person who knows about this is Edwin and zion sometimes I feel like their the only people that are there for me. But, maybe that's just my mind playing tricks on me . "ill go down and see Brandon" I say getting up. "ok sis goodnight love you" Edwin says hugging me. "and hey...he still loves you I promise he does sis" he said kissing my forehead. "I hope so edwin...i hope," I say hugging him back. "ill see you in the morning ed," I say walking downstairs.
I open the door to find Brandon falling in and out of sleep staring at his laptop and his headphone blasting beats. "he looks so tired" I think looking at my extremely overworked boyfriend. "Edwin I told you I'll be done in a- oh hey baby" he says suddenly smiling. "hey baby" I say walking over to him and wrapping my arms around him and holding on to him like my life depended on it. "you ok love" he ask finally turning away from the laptop. "I guess it's just I would like to fall asleep in my boyfriends' arms tonight but I guess I'll stick to singing myself to sleep.," you say laughing. "hahaha real funny babe," he says rolling his eyes. he holds you by your waist and pulls you closer to him. "I miss you, Brandon," I say looking at him. "I miss you to y/n," he says placing his forehead on mine. " show what you've been doing for the past hour so I can feel at least a little bit proud you," I say laughing. "Ugh fine," he says. (just imagine he shows you the "rock with you" beat) "oooo ok bae this gone be spicy when it comes out *cough* with an album or two" you say fake coughing. "i- yall really want this album huh" he said laughing and pulling you towards him. He grabs you waist and hold on to you tightly. "we surely do" you say laughing before kissing him. he smiles into the kiss and moves his hands to your thighs lightly gripping them. his tounge lightly drags across your bottom lip asking for entrance which you let him but only because you missed the feel of his lips on yours. he smirks into the kiss and lets his hands travel up your back. his hands are cold and leaving a tingle every time he traces your curves. you two finally pull away and both smile you slightly sucking on your lip. "god damm I missed that" he says smirking. "yeah I do" you say laying your head in the crook of his neck. "you wanna fall asleep in my arms tonight baby" he says laying his chin on top of your head. "yes please" you say sounding like a little kid in the candy store. "fine lets go lay down in our room, put a movie on, and i'll sing you to sleep" he says picking your chin up. "that's sounds amazing" you say yawning. he picks you up by your thighs and carry's you two your room. he cuddles you and sings you to sleep and the last words you hear are
"no more late nights princess its just you and me"
sorry for any spelling mistakes cuz im to lazy to fix them at the moment 😂 anyway imma update more since school is over on Friday and then its SUMMERRRR so ill be more active and update. Hope you enjoyed the chapter do all the good stuff like vote and comment THE USUAL ~skylar🥰
