The poems of life

In my head

The Pattern

What happened to me

To we

The best friends we used to be

I don't wanna see you dead in front of me

Why did you leave me

Each one

Dropped like a fly said they were done

Richard Regean, Travis, Trevor, Hayden

Tell me you see the pattern

Of how things used to be

The days you cried with me

The days you lied to me

You said you wanted to be free

If only i knew, to you, what it means

I was spent

Not meant, no

Not built for this

The grief

Disbelief from the fear built up inside of me

Knowing that this is the world we live in

This cruel society

Look around and you will see

The pattern with you and me

The most beautiful souls let free to early

Pitch black hearts beaten from the world around you and me

Hearts breaking from the things we had to see

As each of my friends died right in front of me

Now I see what he sees

Now i know what it means

To really want to be free

My love, you were meant to be

But not here not for me

The pattern like a chain 1 through 3

The feelings i have inside of me

The friends i lost more due to anxiety

Depression

The love of pain and wanting to be free

In my eyes i can't see

Was it just me who didn't see

The patterns out in front of me

I swear if i ever see you again

i promise to be

The one you needed me to be

With the chain in front of me