Never The Same

chapter 2 Seth

I'm sitting on the lounge in the basement at my parents house when I become aware of the hottest girl I have ever seen walk in. She is with a group of girls but I don't take much notice of them. I let my eyes rake over her devine body taking in her long dark hair that I notice is pulled back allowing me to notice her big eyes, I can't see the colour from here which makes me want to all the more. What the fuck am i thinking? Her eyes no way. Im a hit it and quit kind of guy. But i find myself involuntarily looking down at her lips which are pulled back in a smile as she laughs at something one of her friends have said. Which in turn make me notice the way her large breasts shake as she laughs, she doesn't even notice that almost every guy has turned toward her. I notice and i can feel my anger peak alittle. Not wanting to investigate to much into why that bothers me i allow my eyes to wander down noticing her flat stomach and amazingly long legs that i wish were wrapped around my waist. I can feel myself getting hard just thinking of her body flushed against my own.

I remotely hear my mate Jye saying something to me but I can't seem to tear my eyes from her. Wait why am I still looking at her? I begin to ask myself.
If I'm being honest I can't stop.
Jye eventually getting the shits with me not listening shoves my shoulder forcing my eyes from the beauty and down to look at his ugly mug.
"As I was saying" he mutters "Jane just got here" he indicated his head across to the pool table where I see my ex Jane talking to a few of her friends. She seems to be looking at me and when she sees me looking at her she smiles at me encouraging me with her eyes to come join her.
I do not know what I seen in her, I guess she is pretty hot and was always ready to do anything I wanted sexually. But the girl didn't have much in the way of brains. Which until lately didn't seem to bother me. But I noticed as I get closer to graduation all the petty crap is just getting on my nerves.

I give a slight nod and turn to look for the knockout again but I can't seem to find her.
I look back at Jye accusingly. But he just shrugs guessing where my head is at.
I let my mind wander back to that girl and smile as I think about me taking her over the pool table. Then I groan as I feel the hardness become unbearable against my dark jeans.
"Isn't that your brother" Jye ask pointing across the room bringing me out of my thoughts.
I feel my blood run cold when I take in who my brother has his arm around. Not wanting to show the emotion I feel i nod not trusting myself to curse out my own brother. I watch as Shane notices me a big goofy grin crosses his face.
I know my younger brother looks up to me and I nod in acknowledgement.  I watch from across the room as he leans down and whispers into her ear and then leads her towards me. I watch as she tries to readjust the dress she has on. I almost laugh she she struggles to pull it up and down at the same time and almost spilling her beautiful breasts out. Hell I wouldn't complain if she did, but I also notice every guys eyes in the room were on her probably thinking the same and I want to smash their heads in for thinking it.

I have no idea where this anger is coming from, I don't even know this girl. Hell I don't even know her name, and by the looks of things she is with my brother. I decide then I need to stop thinking about her in the overly sexual way my mind has already taken on. Whether I like it or not she is not mine and never will be and I think it would be wise to remember that.