Ily tho

9.

And I sit here
Right next to you

But all you do is starring at your phone

You let me feel so dumb, so weird, so unlikeable

You ignore me as if I am not worth your attention

You don't want me to be here
I know it even though you didn't said it

It hurts

To feel how our friendship is slowly slipping away

To know I won't ever cuddle with you into sleep again

It hurts to sit here, right next to you when we both know it will be the last time

But maybe that's why we don't make an effort to stand up

Why we don't talk

Why we can't look at each other

Because we both can't stand the thought of us not being friends anymore

So I will just sit here, remembering the warmth of all those years

Right next to you