Ily tho

19.

Sometimes I wonder why I fall in love so fast just to experience another heartbreak.

And the worst part is, that after the heartbreak I secretly even want to fall in love.

Maybe I for once just want to feel loved and experience a relationship because I crave love like crazy and am naive enough to hope for everyone who seems to like me in any way to fall in love with me.

And it scares me how I opened up to her after we barely talked once and how I already considered her as a friend as we just found out we had something in common.

And all my heartbreaks never end. I am dumb enough to still be around them because I never told them so they think nothing ever changed in our friendship and it breaks me day for day because when we are so close I still wish for them to like me more.