17 - B R O K E N

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[ Pain is the only thing that's telling me that I'm still alive... ]

Murphys POV

Moving on doesn't mean forgetting about the things.It just means you have to accept what happened and keep living...

I don't know where the hell am at...and honestly I don't think that I rather much care.

My life is literally in a dump right now...I've sealed myself into some landfill where I've been sleeping here for days, perhaps even weeks maybe.

Could this be my home? I've got plenty of beer and sake to wash my pain away...to forget everything that happened.

Not that it matters though.Perhaps things were meant to be this way.I remember escaping from the hospital Did I mention that I hate hospitals?

Wait...

Who am I talking to?

Yeah I'm losing it now.I guess you could say that I'm speaking to my consciousness or something.

Who knows? Maybe things were meant to be this way anyway...I mean in the end I'm alone, in solidarity.My Lex- I mean my ex is more than likely getting hitched by Y/N.All is fair , love is war as they say...

Now that I think back on everything that happened...Y/N was never my enemy.My worst enemy wasn't Y/N after all , it was me from the start...

I heard footsteps approaching so I quickly scatter around the trash pile that I sunk myself in.I peak over just a little to see a face that I haven't seen in a week...or maybe 2 weeks?

Peyton:Where did he go? I swore he was right he-

She saw me.Yup she definitely saw me.I step out behind the broken down fridge and slowly approached her...

Peyton:Come on...let's get you out of this dump...

I shake my head no.

Peyton:What's the matter?

Murphy:T-this is all I got left...I have nothing left at all mate.What you see in front of you is a broken down shell of the man I used to be.

Peyton:Y'know something? I use to think the same thing about myself actually...
I don't want to see you go through this either Matthew.

Murphy:How did you even find me?

Peyton:I followed you.Through SnapChat at least, but then it stopped showing your location so I had to narrow down the places and here we are!

Murphy:Bloody hell...

Peyton:But it's ok.

Murphy:What's okay?

Peyton:Its okay be alone sometimes.You can't be strong all the time,sometimes you just need to be alone and let your tears out.Its okay Matthew...

Murphy:Thanks mate.

Peyton:Besides we Australians have to keep an eye out for each other, am I right?

Murphy:Yeah, you're right.Thanks...

Peyton:If it's one thing that I can take away from everything that's happened so far...its that I've learned that finding true love and loyal friends are two of the most hardest things to find!

Murphy:You can say that again...

Peyton:Right?

Murphy:So where are we headed to?

Peyton:Anywhere with a shower mate!

S4D : I wrote this chapter to be intentionally short for the NEXT chapter that's already finished and ready to be uploaded all while im in exam week! So I suppose an update around 40? Thanks for reading.

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