Con: I was shaking as I handed her my camera. It just felt weird not having her knowing me. "Connor. You okay. You're shaking." Beth was taking a few steps forward. "I'm sorry. Again. But have you watched your old videos? There's a lot." I tried to give her a hint that we should watch a video. "Uh...I mean we could. Trevor? Mandy?" They just ran out. "Okay we can my videos." Yesssss. Yasssss. Finally. She gave me a look then walked away. "You know it's okay if we watch them. I always wanted to anyways. Don't feel bad." As she said that she touched my hand. "Uhh. Butter or kettle?" "Kettle please." Wow Connor you sound thirsty.
I started to get very anxious about the videos. Maybe I just wanted her to watch it. "Ready?" I nodded back. "Okay let's go to nine years ago. Which was the first time I made videos." She laughed. It was a cute laugh.
Beth: When I watched my first video I started laughing, so did Connor. Then another came up and it was different. It was weird. "Hey guys it's Beth and I'm here with-" Someone pushes me. And why was I with a boy. "And I'm here with an idiot. His name's Connor." I had no idea I was friends with him. "That was weird. Uh why don't we look at other videos." He nodded back. I pressed play again.
"Hey guys it's Beth and today this is gonna be a different video. It's really hard to day cause I really just can stop thinking but I have to say it. It all started by falling on the floor."
A/N I'm just gonna fast forward to. The end of the video so you don't have to read. Too much.
"I can't stop thinking about him. His names Connor. Connor Franta. Connor I hope you're watching this because I miss and I love you. So much I will run away just to see you. Goodbye."
He looked the same. With no emotion on his face. "If you want to go I can drop you off." He just looked at me. "Connor? Connor?" Again he looked at me. "Bethany for all these years I've been thinking of you. Dreaming of you. Wondering if you ever got my letter. Until all of the stuff happened like youtube I forgot about you. But now I'm with the girl I've always been dreaming to be with." He said it with pride.
