Chapter 15 (its time to break free little me)

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I pushed open the large doors that led through to the corridor. I spotted Ariana walk, well run into the toilets. I followed her in and saw her sat against the wall tears streaming down her face.

Her face was red and her eyes were blood shot, she reminded me of Lauren when she came into the cafeteria crying after Rocky dumped her.

I sat next to her by the wall and wrapped my arm around her shoulder.

"You wanna talk about it?" I asked.

"No" she sobbed.

I didn't want to push I just wanted her to feel better.

She broke the silence by saying "if you knew someone who was shy and pathetic what would you tell them?"

Her question was genuine so I decided to give a genuine answer "I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out talk a bit louder be a bit prouder. Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful everything she doesn't see. You got to speak up, you shout out and know that right here right now you can be beautiful, wonderful everything you don't see"

Ariana looked at me "I know you were asking about yourself and your not pathetic" I said.

"Camilla thinks I'm pathetic" she said her voice wavering slightly.

"Well Camilla's wrong" I spoke "do you know why people like Camilla were put on this earth?"

"No" said Ariana looking at her hands and fiddling with her finger nails.

"They're put on the planet to make people like you and me fighters"

"It's easy for you to say that, she doesn't treat you the same way she treats me" she sighed.

"She used to" I spoke quietly "I used to be her victim".

Ariana fell quiet.

"I didn't know" she broke the silence.

"It's because I'm good at hiding things, but it's behind me" I said "don't let her get you".

"I just want to break free of this label Camilla gave me" she said.

"Then break free, say you don't want it your stronger than you have been before" I spoke trying to encourage Ariana to leave her comfort zone.

"Ok" she said.

I stood up and grabbed a tissue for her. I then stuck my hand out and gestured it to her. She willingly took it and I helped her to her feet.

I walked her to the front of the school and to her car I hugged her and told her i'd see her whenever because this was our final day of school and we were going to different collages. She climbed into her car and drove off.

I walked into the school to see Perrie and Zayn. Zayn was leaving and because they were going to different collages the goodbye was very emotional even tho the collages were very close together.

"I love you" mumbled Perrie her face against Zayn's chest.

"I love you and all your little things" he said placing a kiss on her lips.

I left them to their goodbyes.

I walked into the school to see Rydel.

"Hey, I'm going now" she said.

I hugged her and told her i'd see her next year.

"See you next year" I said.

"Ye, I'll miss our bitchy conversations about Lauren and Camilla. I'll never forget about you" she said hugging me and walking off.

I laughed and made my way into the hall. I saw Niall grabbing some bin bags to take outside. It was the last of the crap that was left in the venue so I presumed he'd be heading off with Zayn.

Perrie walked in to the hall and told Niall that Zayn was waiting for him outside. Niall said goodbye and walked outside.

I noticed that Camilla, Lauren, Normani, Ally and Dinah had also left. I threw some rubbish into the bin and then went outside and was greeted by Perrie, Jesy and Leigh Ann.

All four of us sat on the wall outside the school. The sun was coming out and the morning wind was blowing all around us.

"This is actually quiet sad" said Jesy.

"Ye, it's like the end of a chapter" replied Perrie.

"Well we're all going to be together next year" I spoke.

"So do you guys know who else is going to Syco next year?" asked Leigh Ann.

"Ye Camilla and that lot, Harry and Louis, Cher, Taylor, Iggy and the Lynch's and Ratliff" I said answering Leigh's question.

"Yay we have another year of Camilla and her girls" said Perrie sarcastically.

"Whoooo" I said.

We all laughed a little and then grew quiet.

I don't know what it was but I think we were all sad, you know that sad feeling you get when you finish something you didn't exactly like but secretly, deep down you are gonna miss it. And you don't know what's gonna happen after.

Well I think that's what all four of us were feeling.

We turned around to look at the school for what will probably be the last time. All the memories from the good to the bad. The secrets nothing but a blur, looking back my worries weren't worth worrying about. We will of left friends behind and we will gain new ones, I am going to miss this place.

This was my school and I was honestly going to miss this. Tears were forming in my eyes and I don't even know why. All four of us hugged until Leigh spoke up.

"Jade isn't that your friend Ella?" she spoke.

"Oh ye" I said wiping the tears from my face "hey Henderson" I yelled.

She turned around and walked towards us.

"You guys going up to collage next year?" she spoke.

"Ye" said Perrie "were going to miss this place"

"How are you likening Collage?" I spoke my eyes still spilling water.

"Ye well ummm" she spoke "I got to go" she called over her shoulder.

"Bye" I called out.

"Oh just to let you know if you think high school sucks collage is a bitch" she said laughing as she walked away.

All four of our faces dropped, I'm really not looking forward to next year.

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