Wrapped in troubles

Gone

I didn't know you'd be gone. I've only known you for a while yet it seemed that we've been together for centuries. I felt wonderful things with you yet I had to go and screw things up. There will be no one that will replace you. I made the mistake of betraying you, I didn't realize that you were real. I hurt you badly and I didn't think I had felt anything for you but once you left I couldn't do anything. You filled up all the voids in me and when you left they returned to normal along with fresh wounds.
It hurts...
I didn't think think much of you until you left. I can't sleep at night just thinking about how you're managing. I don't think I will be truly happy again. I was ok before I met you but then you came and turned my world upside down. It became better than ever! When I lost you a part of my heart was broken off it felt like someone had just punched me. I know you'll never come back but I just wanted you to know how much you affected my life. Life was better with you by my side but now since you're gone there really isn't any point in life. Why keep fighting if I can't have you by my side? I hope you can forget me so you won't suffer anymore.
I know I won't ever forget you...