Wrapped in troubles

Not Enough

I didn't know what love was until I met you. You made me feel like the world was meant just for us. Everything was alright just as long as we were right by each other's side. Would've loved to kiss you,hug you and caress your face but all I would do was give you pain. I noticed how unhappy you were so I decided to let you go. I don't mean it like I never loved you it's just that I love you too much to see you miserable by my side. You were never meant to meet me. I should've just quit from the beginning but no.. I was stupid enough to keep on going. Now I've hurt both of us.
..... I really thought it was me hurting you...
I got it all wrong. It was you hurting me. Did you ever think twice about what you would say to me? Did you ever notice just how much I loved you? .....or were you just blind to the good things, only paying attention to the bad. I'm sorry for not being perfect. I guess Mr.Perfect just doesn't believe in real love. Real love fights every time to keep each other going, it doesn't quit at the first sign of trouble. It doesn't demand for one to put in all the effort while the other just bawls over how unfair and unloved they feel. You were afraid to get your hands dirty, don't blame me for your mistakes. I'm tired of being the scapegoat....tired of believing all the false, sweet words you said. Why put in so much effort if you get nothing back? It's pointless.
Although it was like this....my heart bleeds for your love and entirety....

    Do you even know what love is?