Wrapped in troubles

Broken

Every day I feel like I don't belong. People surround me yet I still feel lonely. It's like a wave of water is pulling me deeper and deeper into a sea of darkness. It is cold and damp there. Whenever I try to be warm the darkness notices and quickly prevents me from unleashing my positivity in its world. It scratches and cuts my body making me feel like there is no point in life. Blood trickles down my wrist,taking my life along with it. If I can't stop the darkness...I should at least enjoy it, right? The taste of my blood fuels it leaving it begging for more. I thought darkness was controlling me up until I found out that it is me that is keeping it alive. Darkness now surrounds me,clinging on to me like a hungry child. Tugging on my arm trying to wake me up from my daze. ~ Mama...m-mama?...I-I'm hungry ..... Mama....?~ "Silence my child... You'll be hungry no longer.... All the blood you crave will soon be yours." Family and friends will wonder why but in the end they'll find the answer. Should've warned them to not get too attached....