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nine.

chapter nine ; the incident

mingi was panicking.

he could feel himself shake as soon as the older asked him that specific question.

"i..i i'm just n..not—"

he couldn't even get out a simple sentence.

he didn't know what to do.

"mingi," the older said, calling out his name. it was more of a calming voice than a demanding one. "what are you so afraid of? it's just me."

that's the thing. it's just you.

"yunho..."

what if i tell him and he thinks i'm disgusting.
he only likes girls he doesn't like me.
i'm a guy..
he probably thinks i'm a faggot now...

mingi's thoughts ran wild thinking of the worst things that could possibly happen between him and yunho. he didn't want him to view him differently. he also couldn't bear to hear another homophobic slur. he just can't take it.

wait. aren't wooyoung and san dating...?
they're his friends so he accepts them while i'm just an acquaintance...
he's probably gonna think i'm hitting on him..
what if he distances himself away from me...

"mingi..?" yunho saw a few stray tears fall from mingi's eyes.

yunho wasn't dumb, he knew exactly what was happening.

mingi's afraid to come out to him.

yunho instantly pulled mingi into a hug, causing the younger to gasp in confusion but within a few seconds he burst into emotions.

"i– i do–n't know i– yunho i'm sorry." mingi said choking out a sentence. he felt so disgusted with himself, it was so obvious that he was gay.

yunho was rubbing his back, shushing him, making sure he was calming down. "if i would've known that it was hard for you, i wouldn't have asked you... i should be the one sorry."

mingi was shaking in yunho's arms, all of these emotions coming out was just so overwhelming for him and yunho knew that, so he knew to never bring it up again. "how would you feel sleeping in here tonight?"

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"WAKE THE FUCK UP, ITS TIME TO HAVE SOME FUN!"

mingi's eyes slowly opened as he shifted in the bed. he turned back over to go right back to sleep until he remembered;

i'm in yunho's bed...

mingi threw his arm towards the other side of the bed to see if yunho was beside him but he wasn't. mingi felt his heart drop.

of course, he probably went to sleep with his friends due to him being uncomfor—

"morning." that familiar soft voice rang through mingi's ears once again. "did you sleep well?"

mingi's eyes met the taller noticing that yunho had just finished a shower. regardless of how irresistible yunho looked, mingi couldn't help but smile at how sweet he was.

"yeah... i did."

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this was so damn boring after almost a whole month i am sorry, i will do a second update later today just because of how inactive i was! also thank you for the reads and votes i greatly appreciate them. also continue to comment, i love the comments <3