NOT TOO FOND | dojae.

six.

let us stay here, together.

doyoung didn't sleep well that night.

he did feel better after hanging out with jaehyun, and it felt nice to finally admit his feelings. he still didn't know how jaehyun felt about him though.

could he really trust the other? maybe it was the weed speaking, or maybe he's lying, and it's all for the bet.

doyoung sighed, he'll never be sure.

why would he love you?

"not again," he groaned. here come his insecurities and fears coming to ruin his life. it was too early in the morning for this.

he's left you before, he can do it again. you can't trust jung jaehyun.

his thoughts weren't wrong, honestly. it's a gamble. if jaehyun was able to get up and go like that in the past, it isn't impossible for it to happen again, right?

"kim doyoung, stop thinking about it," he mumbled to himself, before continuing his paperwork.

everyone who has left you has never come back, why would jung come back? he's definitely toying with you.

damn, these voices made it hard to concentrate. well, they were basically just doyoung himself.

just ignore it, doyoung.

"just.. ignore it," he whispered.

the night never felt lonelier.

☁︎

"lee mark~" a soft voice purred.

mark hummed in reply. his head rested in his arms, his eyes feeling heavy.

mark lee was in the library, trying to get some early studies in before the semester, of course. classic studyholic mark.

"wake up, sleepyhead.. i brought snacks!" the voice whispered into his ear.

and with that, mark's head shot up, and he was met face to face with - you guessed it - lee donghyuck!

their eyes immediately locked onto each other, but that didn't last too long. they quickly looked away, embarrassed, awkwardly laughing it off.

"um, anyways.." the younger blurted out, "i have stuff for you."

mark chuckled, "are we even allowed to have food in here?"

"no, but no one has to know," donghyuck smiled.

"actually, let's just get out of here," the taller smiled back at him and took him by the hand, dragging the both of them out of the library.

☁︎

they found a quiet park, not too far from campus. the pair sat on the swing set, sharing the snacks donghyuck had brought.

"how did you know i was at the library?" mark asked, mouth full of bread.

"it's impossible not to know, mark," he giggled, "you're always there the week before classes start."

mark blushed and laughed along, "i guess you're right." he tried staying calm, but inside, he was freaking out over the fact that donghyuck would remember that.