NOT TOO FOND | dojae.

five.

would you lie to me?

ah, sunday. a boring day for jung jaehyun.. well, usually boring, but today was different.

this sunday was, in short, horrible. he couldn't stop thinking about the events of the night before. it had been the first time in a while since he had properly spoken to doyoung.

it all messed with his mind, if he were honest. but this was all for the bet.

he glanced at the clock. nearly 11 pm already? jesus, did he really spend that much time stressing over last night?

he sighed, "i need some pot."

he reached under his bed, pulling out a box. after a bit of 'what the hell am i touching right now?', he finally found his (shrinking) weed stash.

the boy decided it would be better to have a walk while he was at it, so he pulled on a hoodie and left the house.

he stopped at his favourite park, it was quiet and unoccupied, as it was every night. he sat on a swing, rocking himself back and forth as he rolled his joint. he lit his blunt, and took a puff.

man, did that hit the spot.

"should you really be doing that at a children's park?" a voice called out.

jaehyun looked for the source of the voice, it seemed awfully familiar. soon, he spotted the silhouette of another man, the park's lamp barely shed enough light for him to be recognizable.

"student council president, what are you doing out so late?" he teased, taking another inhale of the spliff.

"would ask you the same thing, but i can easily guess why.. anyways, i was just on a walk. i usually stop by here," the other explained.

so he also took late night walks, interesting.

"wanna try?" jaehyun asked, breaking the brief silence.

"oh.. sure?" he replied hesitantly.

"you don't sound sure. i have an idea, come here," the younger suggested, smirking.

doyoung walked closer to jaehyun, stopping once he was in front of the seated boy.

"now what?"

"closer, bun," jaehyun said quietly. he pulled on doyoung's shirt, bringing him closer to his face, still leaving some extra space between them.

"you're not going to choke me again, will you?" doyoung joked, causing the other to frown.

"sorry about that. you know how bad i am at handling anger."

"it's fine, jung, i know," doyoung smiled.

jaehyun brought his joint to his lips, breathing the drug in once again.

he tugged the older even closer, their lips nearly touching. doyoung's lips parted slightly and jaehyun exhaled the smoke into his mouth.

doyoung quickly went into a coughing fit, pulling away and covering his mouth.

"jung, what the hell!" he exclaimed.

'cute', the other thought, watching his reaction.

"you seemed to enjoy it.. well, before i actually exhaled," jaehyun shrugged, chuckling. maybe, just maybe, he was addicted to seeing doyoung this way.

doyoung didn't reply, the look on his face didn't seem good.

"oh, did i make you uncomfortable, bun?" he asked worriedly, gently grabbing onto the other's hand. "i'm sorry if i did."

doyoung frowned, "no, it's not your fault. well- it is, but like-" he stopped, watching as jaehyun got up, and intertwined their fingers.

the feeling was nostalgic, yet unsettling.

"are you shy after what happened last night?" the younger whispered into his ear, his breath hot against his skin.

'oh god, no, why,' doyoung panicked internally.

"just a bit," he admitted. he felt his heart beat a little faster.

"cute," jaehyun praised, leaning in close to the other's neck, letting his breath fan against it.

doyoung stayed frozen in place, letting out a not-so-quiet whine.

"do you like it when i tease you like this? like i've always been doing?" the other asked, mischief in his tone.

no answer.

"answer me when i ask you questions, bun," he pushed on, "do you like it?"

at this point, jaehyun's blunt was discarded on the ground. and don't worry, he put it out.

he watched as doyoung nodded, and smiled. he left soft kisses on his neck, feeling proud as doyoung gripped helplessly at his arms and tilted his head, leaving the other with more access.

jaehyun didn't smoke enough for a high, but god was he high off doyoung. the boy's scent was intoxicating, it could easily replace weed.

suddenly, the older pushed him away.

"wait. jaehyun, please be honest with me. are you doing this for someone?" he spoke.

"what do you mean, bun?"

"i know.. about the bet," he admitted.

jaehyun strangely felt his heart sink.

"oh.. that's.. an old thing now, trust me, i'm acting on my own," he smiled.

"can i really trust you?" doyoung looked into his eyes, filled with hope.

"that's for you to decide, bun, but please do."

did jaehyun lie? he wasn't really sure. maybe it's the weed, maybe it's his heart, maybe it's the bet. he didn't know.

"doyoung," he suddenly spoke up, "would you love me? again?"

a brief moment of silence, then doyoung turned away from him. he took a few steps away before turning back again.

"funny for you to assume i didn't anymore, jung."

was this a confession?

jaehyun stared at doyoung for a moment, perplexed. then, he smiled brightly, approaching him once again. he grabbed the boy by the hands.

"that's a yes?"

"yes, you idiot. that was a yes," doyoung laughed.

"good."

would you stay with me?

♯

damn.. everything's going a little fast but i'm honestly improvising each chapter. hopefully you're enjoying it?