Flower petals

🌸~insomnia~🌸

|Katsuki POV|

I can't sleep, it's difficult too. Everytime I close my eyes...all I see is deku, hand over his mouth, coughing blood.

Why is this concerning me so much? I hate him, I don't know what's wrong with me. I toss and turn all night, I haven't slept in a week.

That image won't leave my head. It's starting to bother me. I need to do something to let this extra energy out.

I get up from my bed, change out of my pajamas, put my keychain in my pocket, and walk out of my house.

Nothing is open right now so I just decide to run around my neighborhood.

I then lose myself in my thoughts, I just can't stop worrying about deku.

What is he hiding? What is wrong with him? Is he sick? Or is this more than just sickness?

I snap myself out of my thoughts and look at where I went...I am standing at the front of Deku's house. I hear a sound, almost like it's muffled. I know I shouldn't care but...I need to know what's wrong with him.

I take my keychain out of my pocket and see if I still had the key to Deku's house, his mom gave it to me a while back. I never exactly intended to use it.

But this is urgent, I just need to make sure deku is okay. Just to put my mind at ease, maybe we were both hallucinating and none of this matters.

I get out his key, and hesitate...what if I open this door and he's not okay...I can't leave that thought out of my head. If what he said was true he should just have a cough.

I slowly unlock the door so I don't make too much sound. I know Auntie is asleep by now.

I walk into his hallway, and see his room door. I have my hand on the knob and I talk myself into thinking that it is going to be okay.

I finally bring myself to turn the knob...and he was

|Izuku POV|

I think this is getting worse, I can't stop coughing and it hurts to hold in. I genuinely believe I'm going to die, I'm just so ready to give up this is just getting too hard....No I have to stop thinking like this

I'm going to be fine, everything is going to be alright.

My mom's getting awfully worried and I don't know how to make this stop the day feels like it's dragging on, I just need this day to be over so I can talk to recovery girl at school tommorow.

I get ready for bed and I feel like I need to cough again. I go to my room and I couldn't hold it in for any longer and I just had my coughing fit.

But this...this one was different...I can't stop...I can't breathe...am I really going to die...

All I can see through the blur of my tears is rose petals and blood...I honestly can't tell the difference anymore...

Then...I heard my door open...

"K... Kacchan?!"

He looks horrified, his mouth gaping open, almost as if he was screaming but his silence hurt me...he...he saw me.

He knows now...what do I do

"Its...not what it-"

Before I can finish kacchan runs out if my room and only a few minutes later I see him bolting it down the street.

Shit

|Katsuki POV|

I knew it wasn't going to be alright...But I went in anyways...I run right out if his house I can't think clearly. Where am I running? What Happened? Is he...okay?

These were the only things I could think of, everything just passed by...all I could see were blurs and I didn't pay too much attention to any of it.

Is deku dying?!

What's going on...WHATS WEONG WITH ME?! IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS MORON FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER

I stop running, I stop entirely. I can't seem to catch my breath. I'm breathing really fast. I don't know where I am. But I think I'm at my house. Suddenly everything is turning dark. What's going on? I can't...breathe.

|Izuku POV|

How far did kacchan run? I can't see him anymore a few seconds after he ran out I followed after him. I have to set things straight with him.

Which way did he go? He ran so fast I couldn't see if he took any turns.

I think kacchan went this way. All this walking hurts...

Eventually I get to a street that I recognize

"Kacchans house"

I walk a little bit further and...there he is.

"Kacchan?!" I run over to him, and spit out a little blood

Is he breathing?! I put my head against where his heart should be and there is a pulse. I need to take him to the hospital.

I put him on my back and instantly start running. I don't care how much it hurts or how much I want to spit out blood, I need to make sure kacchan is safe. About 30 minutes later we make it to the hospital. Kacchan gets help and I excuse myself. I walk fast to the bathroom, and then I lock the doors and start coughing.

This time the cough hurts way more than it did when kacchan went into my room.

Why did he ho in anyways? And at this hour...was he worried about me?

No kacchan hates me. He probably mistook my room for my mom's. But what would he be doing at my house? And surely it would have taken a long time to get to my house from his.

I walk back out into the lobby where in questioned by doctors about his state.

"Excuse me, Midoriya but how exactly did you find him?"

"He was at my house, I believe speaking with my mom and left. He forgot something so I went to his house to return it and when I got there he was lying on his porch"

"Well Bakugo seems to not have any physical wounds but he did suffer from a panic attack and was unable to calm down"

Kacchan...had a panic attack?! Did I scare kacchan?! What do I do?! How can I fix this?!