'how's your head?" you asked KyungMi. KyungMi gave you a small smile, "i'm fine, i promise."
you nodded and forced a smile, "Night." you said before turning off the lights and getting ready into bed. you laid on your bed and put an arm over your eyes.
it was so silent. This was the type of silent you hated. a silence filled with frustation and remorse.
It was a silly fear, but it was still a fear. It was so silent that might KyungMi heard what was going on in your head.
Memories of today flooded your brain and you knew that it was going to take a while before you would fall asleep. You kept replaying Suga's dirty look he sent to you before helping KyungMi up on her feet. Sure the two of you didn't get along but, you wondered why was he giving you that look.
was it because you hurt Kyungmi? what about yourself?
you had good intentions but it only ended up badly. You hurt youself, hurt KyungMi and pissed off Suga. It wasn't only throbbing in your head that ached, but it was also your heart.
there was so much kindness and warmth you could try and excude. In the end, you were still a 'bitter' and a 'mean' person. Suga had all the rights to dislike you even when you two don't know eachother well.
i'll try again tomorrow..
And with a heavy heart, you attempted to go to sleep.Your mind was busy going crazy over something so small.
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"How come we never see the blue group?" You asked drinking your orange juice while eyeing the blue group on the other side of the field. V shrugged and took a seat beside you, "i don't know. it seems like it's always white and green,red and purple then there's blue." V laughed when he saw Hoseok and JungKook bickering over something in the distance.
"Why do we have to be stuck with the green group?" You mumbled and drank the rest of your orange juice with a frown. stuck with mr.Min Suga
It was early in the morning, and both the white and the green group were scattered around the field enjoying their breakfast. They got a choice of orange juice or milk and oatmeal. As tired as you were, you totally learned your lesson. The moment you heard Dae shouting for people to wake up, you hopped out of the bed like a bullet and you were used to wakinh up early in the morning, so you weren't feeling groggy or cranky today.
"Can i have some?" V asked eyeing your bowl of oatmeal on the ground. You laughed and push it over to him, "Did you not eat?"
"nope, i finished mine, but i'm still hungry." He grinned and wolfed down your oatmeal. You shook your head and stretched your legs out on the grassy field.The sun was up and the day was bright. You had to squint your eyes because it was a little too bright but you weren't complaining. In the distance, you could hear the loud chattering of the camp leaders and and the clinking of spoons againts the bowls. It was a pretty good morning.
"Slow down taehyung, you're going to choke." You sucked your teeth and slapped V's arm. V grinned and opened his mouth, "OMNOMNOMNOM!" You laughed and pushed him away, "you're disgusting."
Suga looked over at you and V. He rubbed his tired eyes and sighed. He didn't get enough sleep lst night because his thoughts kept him awake.
"You look like crap." Dae commented and sat down next to Suga. Suga looked over at him and scoffed, "Thanks." Dae followed Suga's gaze and landed on you.
"Still fighting with Hy?" Dae asked nodding at you. Suga cringed at your name,"Yeah, you could say that, i guess."
Dae made a face and looked over at Suga, " What do you mean by "i guess"? Suga shrugged, "We're not really fighting but..whatever."
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FanficI put myself in the jail of envy and bitterness. And it constantly suffocates me. You took away the stars of my night and the sun in my day In the end, there are only clouds left in darkness My future seems blurry. All rights reserved. Copyright...