dear Calum,
I miss you 24/7 but I've slowly gotten over it. Michael and Jess are always there for me though. they always can make me feel better and comfort me. in this letter I'll update you on what's been going on.
I met this guy Matt we've go a on a few dates but I don't know if I'm ready to move on. I don't know if I should ever move on, from you know,
you. but he's amazing he treats me like a princes just like you did. he is absolutely perfect, but I'll never forget you.
hopefully I don't get tears on this because then it will be hard for you too read. yes I believe you read my letters I at least hope you do. I can just feel you here with me a some times, like this morning I woke up and I swear I could feel your arms around me.
also Michael, Jessica and I are still living in the same apartment like always. though Jess rarely talks, to anyone. I manly talk to Michael because he's the only one who will talk. by the way, I haven't thrown away any of your clothes. I've kept them just like you left them. I wear them sometimes but not often, as you may of noticed I wear them when I visit you.
well I've gotten a job as a vet,
it's manly an intern but hopefully I'll get a promotion and move up to the head of veterinarians. I've even adopted a little puppy form where i work. it's girl and her name is May, just like we were going to name our baby. she's a pug and she's the cutest
thing ever!
one last thing that's very exciting is, Michael and Jessica are getting married! isn't that amazing, I'm her maid of honor and we are pick out dresses in a few weeks. Michael's best man is you, he kept his promise. he's says he knows you'll be at the wedding.
Calum, nothing's the same. i sleep alone and beg for you too be there. Michael and Jessica have gotten used to me crying at early hours but I still feel like a burden. normally I can't sleep, I go to bed at around 11pm and wake up at noon. the only time I get regular sleep is when I know I have work the next day.
Calum I love you, your the only one for me. I'll miss you forever, but I feel as though I should move on.
October 13, 2013
always in my heart,
Makaylin
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Dear Calum,
today's the big day Michael and Jessica are getting married!! it's not the same without you, nothing's right.
it's crazy how far we have come in 2 years since your death.
Matt and I have gotten much closer and we've gone on about 7 more dates since I last wrote you. he's walking me down the isle in Michael and Jessica's wedding too.
i miss you so much but I want to move on so badly. I feel like I really need to. anyway sorry this letter was so short.
November 5, 2013
always in my heart,
Makaylin
YOU ARE READING
save me.
Fanfiction"save me, from who I'm supposed to be," once you meet Michael there's no turning back
