its dark here and its cold. I dont know where i am i can barely see anything. i feel around this time, trying to find something or someone. i try to speak but no words come out. I keep feeling and searching, its never been dark this long before. I feel something, its round and slippery, its a doorknob. I pause, and i decide if i should turn it, do i want to know whats behind that door. I reach for the doorknob but this time its gone. I keep searching and spinning around hopelessly trying to find the doorknob. Everything goes white and i have to shut my eyes, i hear a voice, Its my mom.
" Honey, hannah wake up, wake up hannah." the first words i hear come from my mother. I wake up with a headache and chest pains. My hand is sore, It feels like i've punched someone. I try to raise my hands and look at them but i've been tied down. " Mom, mom why am i tied down?, where am i ?, mom what did i do?. " i ask my mom but she does not respond, she looks at me but in a way that makes me feel like im not there. A tall man with dark brown hair enters the room, he looks so familar he's features, i know them. " Hannah, im sure you have many questions. I can only answers the ones i know the answers to myself, which are not many. I need you to understand that whatever is happening to you at the moment is nothing like i've ever seen." he tries to continue but i interupt, " What do you mean, nothing that you've ever seen, what happened to me, why am i tied up." " Like i said Hannah, i can only answers the questions that i know the answers to, you've been tied up to protect yourself and those around you, we cant have another case of last night can we?." He was speaking to me like i knew what was going on, i had no clue what he was talking about.
Im in a forrest, this same stupid forrest. Its different this time, its not warm and the sun is not shining. There is snow everywhere and my feet are freezing.Just as im about to walk to a patch of snowy grass i see movement. I look up again and i see a person, its a man , i think. I try calling out to him but i keep forggeting that i cannot speak. I run to where i saw him standing and follow the footprints left in the snow. They lead up to a cabin, why have i never seen any of this before? I go up to the front door i reach for the doorknob and it seems all to familiar. Round silver doorknob and as i turn it, it feels slippery. I walk through the door and im on a clift, i try to turn around but im already falling. Everything goes black.
HOSPITAL KLIENGRODE MEDI-CLINIC / JOLENE
" Hannah has been sick for six months now, she's constantly in and out of these sleep epelepsies as the doctors like to call them. I dont care what they are, all i want is my child back. Hannah means the world to me, i cant loose her know. I cant let her die when there's still things she needs to know, things i need to tell her. I havnt been the best mother for Hanna during these past months, this divorce with john is taking up my time and i cannot focus on everyone and everything. I need Hannah to hold on as long as she can, the pain will end, i promise you. Hannah if you can hear me honey, mommy's here for you baby all you have to do is fight, fight the nightmares and you will win for all eternity."
I wake up and im in the same place that i last was in this bed tied down and unable to move. I look for my mother but she was not at my bedside anymore. In fact nobody was around. I looked around for someone, I tried shouting but no words came out. No this can't be happening I thought. This was not a nightmare was it ? It couldn't be. The rope that were previously tying me down had been cut loose. Who would've done this, why did they do it. More importantly how did they do it?
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the mark
Fiksi Remajaa girl is living in a home that is falling apart and in a world that isn't working out. she fights through daily nightmares that leave her with scars and bruises. she has no idea how to stop them, but she has to try. follow her on her mentally drain...