Harry's POV:
"Yes!" Ronnie yells happily and jumps into my arms, my eyes widen at the realisation as it all seems to hit me, I'm getting married? To a girl i'm not in love with?
"I love you Harry, so much" She speaks into my neck and I hesitate momentarily.
"I love you too" I say quietly into her hair, squeezing my eyes shut at the lie. I feel awful, Ronnie is such a beautiful girl, she's funny, and she's caring when she wants to be. She doesn't deserve to love a man who simply doesn't love her back. "Come on, lets make dinner" I say with a weak smile, pulling away from her and grabbing her hand, walking into the kitchen with my fiance trailing closely behind.
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Lola's POV:
"Luke?" I call as I unlock the flat, throwing my keys on the table and walking further into the apartment, looking for my blue eyed boyfriend.
"Hey Lo" He grins, walking out of the bedroom. My smile drops momentarily; Hey Lo. That's what Harry used to call me, and I used to pretend I hated it, but truthfully it made my heart flutter as much as it did when he called me baby or his girl. The realisation hits me pretty hard that I miss him, so fucking much - this whole time i've been in denial. "What's wrong?" Luke snaps me out of my thoughts as he rushes towards me and places his hands on my cheeks.
"Oh nothing serious, just remembered something I have to do at work on monday" I lie through my teeth, I can't help but feel bad, all Luke has ever done is love me, and tell me how special I am to him, and it would tear me to shreds if I found out he was lying and that he secretly had feelings for someone else, or in my case - was in love with someone else!
"Oh okay, so any plans for us this weekend?" He asks kissing my forehead and walking into the kitchen, I follow closely, taking a seat at the bar whilst he grabs some cookies from the cupboard. I roll my eyes at him, he adores those cookies.
"Well I was kind of hoping I could visit my granddad" I shrug, getting down from the stall and walking to the fridge to grab the basket of grapes before returning back to my seat and popping one in my mouth.
"That sounds great! I haven't seen him in ages" He starts and my eyes widen, I was kind of hoping it would be just me. I say in my head, but if Luke wants to come then he can, my gramps loves him anyway. When I went to visit him for the first time with Luke - we had only just started dating at the time, my gramps went crazy, he was angry and disappointed that I wasn't with Harry, but it broke my heart as I watched him break down. I know it wasn't all to do with Harry, I just think it was all getting a little bit too much. But now he has really grown accustomed to Luke, he treats him like his own - and knows that he would never put me in danger.
"Okay cool, when do you want to leave?" He asks casually, one of the few things I prefer about Luke to Harry is that he's so laid back, he'll let me make a decision instead of ordering me about all the time. I can't say I don't miss it though, Harry's dominance, I liked the fact that he took care of me.
"Tonight?" I ask excited, and he shrugs without hesitation.
"Of course baby, anything for you" He winks, leaning over the worktop and pressing a soft kiss to my lips. "I love you" He whispers against them, walking round the table and grabbing my hand, pulling me into the bedroom - not even waiting for me to reply, because he knows he won't get one. You would think that after five years of trying to get over somebody, I would be able to tell someone else that I loved them, but I just can't. It's as if I can't trust or confide in anyone since Harry, I guess he broke me more than I realised. My heart skips a beat at his kind and loving words. No one understands how badly I would like to return them, but I don't want to lie when I tell him I love him for the first time, I want it to be the truth and nothing but. "Let's pack" He whispers in my ear before shutting the bedroom door behind us and placing his hands on my waist from behind.
"And this is packing is it?" I laugh and I can practically feel him rolls his eyes, my breath hitches in my throat as he kisses the back of my neck and keeps peppering them across my skin until he reaches my clothed shoulder. He delicately pushes the material off my shoulder and replaces it with his lips. My hands make my way to his which are situated on my hips, and I turn in his embrace to face him. "luke" I whisper. "We need to pack" I press a quick kiss to his lips, giggling when he groans, obviously getting a little too excited for what could have just happened there. It would be totally unfair to sleep with him whilst my mind was somewhat elsewhere.
"Nope" He says stubbornly and I raise my eyes at him jokingly. He walks over to me and grips his hands tightly on my hips, but not enough for it to hurt. "I'm the man around here" he speaks into my neck, sucking harshly on the skin and occasionally nipping, causing me to gasp. His lips enclose around mine, and soon enough our tongues are battling for dominance. I try to shake the thought of his lips being Harry's out of my head but the memory doesn't seem to shift. I internally shrug, what's the worst that could happen if I pretend Luke was Harry, just for this moment in time.
I'm sorry, this is so boring! And it's short ahhh, things will hopefully go back to the 'Hola' or 'Larry' (Oh shit - not Louis and Harry, LOLA and harry) relationship soon enough, but for now just be patient, the more reads and votes and comments, the quicker the update:) So yeah, you know what to do.
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