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Lola's POV:
"Are you all packed?" Luke calls from outside our apartment. I pick my handbag up off of the table and grab my phone.
"Yup!" I approach him, hooking my bag over my shoulder and grabbing one of the two suitcases. The reason we were taking so much luggage is that I obviously have alot of belongings that I may want to give or shop to my gramps and Sophia. We also weren't 100% sure how long we'd be staying there for, most likely only a few days considering we both have work monday morning - but it totally depends on how it goes, Luke is a very understanding person and I know that he would happily comply if I said I wanted to stay a couple of days more.
"I can take that bag babe." He rushes to me and tries to pry my hands from the handle but I shrug him off, giving him a playful look.
"I'm a girl, not a baby" I tease and he rolls my eyes.
"Whatever" He shoos me off and continues grabbing his own bags this time, walking down the hallway and stopping at the elevator. I follow closely behind with my own bags. "Are you excited?" He asks as he presses the 'ground floor' button. I turn to face him and raise my eyebrows.
"To go back to Holmes Chapel?" He nods at my question and I shrug. "I guess, it's just that there's alot of ghosts therel that I promised myself I would never have to come across again" I avoid his eye contact, since his blue iris' seem to be burning into me.
"It will be okay, I'll make sure we have a great time" My eyes finally meet his and he smiles sweetly at me, I nod, returning the gesture. "I love you, come on" He begins to walk out of the elevator, not even waiting for my response - I'm so greatful for such an understanding boyfriend. We make our way to his car and place the bags in the back seat and boot, buckeling in and making our way onto the motorway.
"I'm hungry" I groan as soon as we set off.
"I'm not stopping now missy, we've only just started! we'll get food when we're there or something" He says sternly but teasingly and I roll my eyes, getting comfy for the long journey ahead of us.
Harry's POV
"Up to anything today? " Ronnie's head lay on my chest, our fingers interwined.
"No not really" I say bluntly.
"We could do something" She says excitedly and I just shrug, causing her head to shift slightly on my torso.
"Yeah, whatever" my eyes are shut but I feel the absence of her head on my chest so I take it as my cue to open them. She's now sat up, staring down at me with a slight frown.
"Harry, what is it?" She asks and I sit up a little, resting on my elbows and arms.
"What is what?" I ask, completely dumbfounded to whatever the hell it is she's saying.
"You've been so cold with me since you proposed, I just don't get it. Did I do something wrong?" She asks, I want to shrug her off and tell her to stop being so paranoid but my mind wonders to what would have happened if Lola said that to me. My heart would've felt as if it had stopped beating, I would've felt awful and guilty and would have wanted nothing more than to kiss her and make love to her.
Ronnie isn't Lola.
But she's still a human being, and she still has feelings.
"No! Not at all Ron, I'm sorry" I place my hands either side of her face and lower them down to my lips, kissing her hard. Her lips are kind of soft, but they don't taste of anything. Lola's were always soft and plump, and I will never forget the cherry taste that lingered everytime our mouths connected. I mentally face palm, i've got to stop doing that. It's been 5 years, she's never coming back. "And as the first job of the fiance, I shall go out and get my future wife dinner" I wink causing her to laugh.
"Well, if I can't do anything to stop you then I guess you should" She says jokingly, crawling back into bed beside me and pushing me out. I laugh at her actions and pull on a white tee-shirt, I already had some black jeans on. My hair is messy but I like it this way and it's not as if I'm going to see anyone important, right?
"I'll see you in a minute, love" I kiss her forehead and walk out of our room and out the apartment. I'm not 100% sure what it is i'm getting her but if it's food that she wants, it's food that she'll get. Even though Lola had a massive impact on my life and I can never seem to get her out of my head, I cannot deny the fact that Ronnie too, makes me happy. And i'm lucky that I get to call her mine.
After exiting our apartment buildings, I begin my trek down the road and run across the main road when no cars are coming. There's a gas station just opposite me with a mcdonalds right beside it, I guess it will do. I ignore the first building and just make my way into the fiercly beloved fast food store.
"How can I help?" A young woman calls, signalling me to appraoch her and order.
"Can I have a big mac with fries, and a double cheese burger with fries also?" I order mine first and then Ronnies - I'm guessing that's what she wants as that seems to be her most recent order. I pay the woman after she tells me the price and I wait patiently at the side as a boy around my age begins to order.
"Hi can I have a chicken mayo and two cheeseburgers for the mrs" He jokes and I roll my eyes. I try to ignore the fact that Lola used to order that every single time, she refused to ever try anything different and I guess I looked up to her for that in some sort of wierd and crazy way.
"Luke! I said I just wanted one" A smaller girl shoved his back playfully, causing him to shuffle forward a few steps, his grin was wide as he turned to her and pressed a warm kiss to the girls lips. My eyes diverted from him to the girl and I swear my heart stopped beating.
Lola.
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