a letter from the girl in love with the devil

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by sklutzchan99

by sklutzchan99

Dear Satan,

you mean the world to me. I wish you didn't. it would make everything so much easier. I thought letting you go would be the hardest part but I was wrong. the hardest part is trying to get rid of every little piece of you from my life. The hardest part has been having to look at the areas you have touched and trying to burn and cut away the marks of your fingertips. You make it so hard to let you out of my life even though you where absent from it since the beginning. I never mattered to you and I knew it from the beginning but I told myself I was being paranoid and that you where different. I was so wrong, you still left me chopping away the marks you left on my skin and on my heart. and I need to hate you for it but I don't. I cant. I cant hate how bittersweet the burn of singeing off your fingerprints is, remembering when they where first placed there, how much I thought you loved me. how nice the feeling of you holding me was, how unaware the pain it would bring me in the end. I wish I could hate you, but in the end its what I deserved, I did it to myself so how could I blame you. I still love you and I hope you do amazing things in life.

love- a simple and stupid girl madly in love with the devil