My Life in This Book

Story time...

So, if you read the first chapter of this, I said that I was born a girl but my gender is defined as pineapple.

But most people who know me in real life, only know me as a girl.

And if you read the first chapter, you know that I am lesbian.

Only me, my friends, and 10 people who read my tag know this.

On Thursday, during class, all of us were working on a project, so we were all allowed to talk quietly. I was explaining to one of my friend's friends that I was lesbian.

My exact words were, "I just don't like guys."

I didn't realize how loud I was talking, and how quiet the rest of the class was.

Everyone heard what I said. Everyone started to laugh.

Then someone said, "Are you looking for a women or something?" And there was more laughter.

I wanted to crawl under my desk and die. It was the most embarrassing moment in life. People were laughing.  They say that people aren't laughing at you, they're just laughing with you. But I wasn't laughing. It was true, I am looking for a women. It just feels more natural for me. After we were dismissed, I felt super super bad.. And my best friend raced off with another one of my friends to their next class.

I don't know if they think I'm lesbian now, because I've held hands with my "girlfriend" at school before...

Or they might think that I'm just some sexist, shin-kicking bitch..