They were back. The voices in her head, telling her she wasn't good enough. She freaked out when she first heard their startling voices, but now they aren't as scary. They relaxed her, to a certain extent.
They were a natural feeling for her. Of course she didn't like them, but they felt like if they weren't here then she wasn't here, and by here she means the face of the earth, the universe, she didn't want to be here so of course she loves when the disappeared.
They weren't nice either, in fact they were quite rude. Saying things like:
"you should even try, you'll never be good enough"
"everyone would be better off if you were dead"
"fat bitch"
All she wanted was happiness from something, or preferably someone. She only had a little bit of relief away from these voices. Not the kind of relief gave by doctors. No. She found happiness from dragging a blade across her skin.
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wattpad deleted and I had to rewrite so might seem kind of rushed since I forgot some things. but yeah this is just a little bit of the girl life. her name is renae btw because it's my middle name :-)
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dear anonymous (l.h au) (discontinued)
Fiksi Penggemarwhen a lonely girl sends anonymous daily messages to a a boy on the internet, not knowing the consequences. this story sucks so i wont be finishing it, but i wont delete it just incase u still want to read it ig? (nobody wants to lol)
