Lance.
Keith couldn't believe his eyes when he saw the cuban boy on his doorstep. He was soaked from head to toe. His sadness and surprise quickly turned into anger and aggravation
"What are you doing here ?!" He asked, anger present in his voice. But deep down it hurt. It hurt to see the person that broke his heart and caused so much emotional pain to him right in front of him.
"Keith.... i came here to make things right...if you-"
Keith cut him off very quickly. "You cant. What makes you think that you can come to my home and tell me that you want to make things right?!"
"Keith... i need you to liste-"
"Listen to what?! Lies?!" Keith retorted
"No... but Keith.."
"But nothing! You can fix what you've broken!.... you cant fix me. No matter what you say... do you know how much I've suffered because of you?!"
"Ive suffered too-"
"Really?! You've put me through so much shit that I've felt so fucking depressed. Ive been crying for hours and hours on end. You really think anything you say is going to fix that?!.......loving you was a sacrifice you know?..... i gave you the power to destroy me and thats what you fucking did Lance....." Tears pricked at the sides of his eyes just waiting to fall.
Lance then decided to speak after a few seconds of silence.
"Ive suffered a lot too, i cant even go a few minutes without bawling my eyes out! I have a whole playlist of songs that i used to love and listen to so much but now i cant because every lyric reminds me of you!!"
Keith then spoke again "Bullshit, I've heard that in almost every cliche thing you can think of! You know before i met you i was empty but somehow you filled up that emptiness with love and now that ever since you've been gone I'm just a fucking mess of heartbreak and sadness and it hurts... IT FUCKING HURTS!... i don't get it... i stood by your side, I didn't walk away you pushed me away Lance..." the anger in his voice toned down to sadness once again.
"Keith, i get your hurting alot but you have to believe me when i say that i have suffered too! Ive suffered a whole bunch of shit! Because of you i despise love songs, i gag at happy couples, i scream at cheesy movies, i turn down any guy or girl who tries to flirt with me, but the thing i hate most about all this ..... is myself..... i never wanted to end things between up and you wanna know the fucking truth Keith?!"
"Yes, yes i want to know the FUCKING TRUTH LANCE!!"
"THE TRUTH IS I WAS FORCED TO END THE RELATIONSHIP!......MY FAMILY DIDN'T LIKE THE FACT THAT I WAS DATING ANOTHER BOY AND THEY BULLIED AND HARASSED ME FOR IT!... DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO GET VERBALLY ABUSED EVERY DAY BECAUSE OF WHO YOU LOVE?! AND NOT BY STRANGERS BUT BY YOUR OWN FAMILY?!...... IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE ABSOLUTE SHIT!!......." as lance said all of these things he couldn't help but let tears escape his eyes. He looked more broken than ever.
Keith was so taken aback by Lance's outburst that he remained silent. He wanted to listen.
"Keith..... the hardest thing i ever done was walk away still madly in love with you.... believe what you want but i speak the truth of what i had to go through..... how loving you affected my relationship with my family.... i ran ten almost fifteen minutes in the rain..... just to tell you that i love you Keith.... i love you with every piece of my fucked up piece of shit heart....."
Keith then spoke. The tears that threatened to come out of his eyes started to run down his face. "Lance...... if i knew what you went through.... i wouldn't have come across so aggressively.... i just....." he felt guilty for yelling at the poor boy.
"I know Keith...." lance spoke. "I know it hurts alot and you cant help but feel sadness and anger when your hurt.. you deserved to yell at me. I deserved it all for what i put you through...."
"No, I deserved what you put me through... i never knew all the bullying and verbal abuse that happened when you were with me.... i want to love you again like i once did....... but i don't want you to go through all of that shit again... and i just...... it's also not easy to just come back together after something so detrimental....."
"Who cares about my damn family.... they barely do shit for me now...i just want you, and the others you are all my family. Hunk and Pidge are the best 'siblings' and Shiro is the best 'dad' all of them and you are all i need...they make life better and thats all we should care about... that there are people that love us..... and....." lance hesitated to say something.
The rain outside then started to clear into a sunny sky, a rainbow could be seen in thedistance if you looked hard enough.
"are you willing to try this all again?.... start a new?.... and have possibly a better outcome then the last?...." Lance hesitantly Asked after having waited a bit.
Keith stood still to collect his thoughts. "It won't be easy.... you and I both know that..... but...... if your willing to try again..... then I have no problem..... we just need to take baby steps.
Lance smiled after not having a smile on his face for quite some time. "And baby steps we will take. I promise that."
// whoooo its done, the emotional rollercoaster of a 'oneshot' is finally complete and with a happy ending ^^
I will now go sleep and continue to work on my Kidge story :3
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Fanfictionthis is discontinued as I am no longer a part of the voltron fandom, however I will keep these horrible pieces of writing up for the world and those whom may still be interested in this show
