Contained and Released

Calm Storms of Maybe

A/N, do you guys want short chapters more often or longer chapters not as often but still more regularly?

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Taine needed to apologise. He had never been in this situation before - that desirable need to have her forgive him so he could forgive himself. But that didn't seem important that he needed to do it for himself, he needed to do it for her to show he was an actual man. Not some stupid boy that missed 'dates' without a reason.

He had heard about the type of guy that would pull a woman in. That kind who a woman would meet at a bar just because she would do for the night, perhaps keep him a bit warm at night as his cold heart made him a bit chilly sometimes. She would then realise how much he caressed her body, how much he seemed to appreciate her within the moments she gave him his only type of pleasure in this world. It was just that their. Boys who would do that didn't get satisfaction from the purity's on earth, they only saw the disasters or decided to not even establish them in their minds. They figured that hey didn't need to go on a massive search to try and highlight what could turn them into their true selves. They liked the safety of jumping from bed to bed - as long as they weren't careless, or they could have a newborn problem or eye opener in there hands. So since they couldn't appreciate anything else, they'd appreciate a humans body - woman or mans. They would make them seem like they gave hem everything they'd ever want. But everything they'd ever want, only lasted for that night. Then a new expectation would be thrust-ed into their minds - something seemingly better but delusional. Afterwards he may be generous to give his number out and say call me, with a wink which would send a wave of adrenaline, excitement and nervousness over the other participating party. And they almost always called. To make themselves remind them of the pleasure they'd had, they would reply to to call o leave a voicemail and say that they could go out one night.

He would turn up with flowers in a physique flattering outfit on their doorstep. Flash that charming smile, open his somewhat expensive cars door for them and he would drive them to the same restaurant he went to, every single goddamn time. He would pay for the meal and a nicely priced alcoholic drink, so the feeling of being left afterwards (forever) would be easier on them. See? he cared a little bit. Then they could sit in the park watch the sunset and they would feel like they had everything a girl on instagram would ever want and they would be too hypnotised to realise that that instagram girl was not them. They were polar opposites in fact. After that they'd make love or his only satisfaction all night. Then that was it.

For the guy, that was mockingly easy to get what he wanted. He had mastered the art of breaking away part of someone unknowingly. All she did was waste her precious heart on someone whose heart was too small to function.

Taine didn't want to be one of those guys.

He wouldn't apologise to Flora with a bouquet of flowers - it would be even worse in this case considering that her flipping name was Flora.

To help himself, maybe he could call Mr White. But he doubted he would be impressed with him, if she had spoken to him at all.

He didn't want to think about the outcome so he got up off his bed and grabbed his phone and called Mr White. He stood up traipsing around his room intently listening to that dialling sound.

"Hello?" Mr White answered in a surprised tone. Taine rarely ever called him so the reason must have been significant because otherwise it could've waited till their next session.

"Hello, it is Taine," He decided to remind him which made Julius laugh.

"Yes son, I am aware, it pops up on my telephone screen that its you. Tech these days is marvellous." He joked as if Taine was older than him.