Beautiful Goodbye

Chapter 1

WN: I'm sorry for the super late update. I know, this isn't important but I published a chapter because I wanted to, not for views but for the people who'll read this and for me.

Windy's POV

People come and go. Their presence will remain if you'll let it remain.

I think I can't handle myself alone. I can't see my mom and this makes me feel lonely. I can't see her smile, I can't smell what food she cooks, I can't hear her voice, I can't hug her, I can't feel her, I can't live without her. God, bring back my mother, please.

God, if you'll let me, I'm going to see my mother, I love her so much, I can't let go of her. Mom, come back, please. I'm just dreaming, maybe this is just a nightmare. Yes, a nightmare. I have to wake up so that I can see my mom.

Nah...I'm being stupid again. It has been 3 years since my mom passed away, why did she lied to me? I can't feel her presence.

"You can't feel her presence because you're not letting it feel yourself."

Someone? What?!

"Huh? Did you just—-?!"

"Nah...You're muttering words there and I didn't waited you to be crazy so I just talked to you. I just saved you, thank me later," Sarrah said. She's my best friend.

"How come? You have a powerful ears," I said and rolled my eyes. She don't know what privacy means.

"You have a work today, right? Mrs. Eliza called me awhile ago and she said you can have a job in the mansion, go now or else I'll take the job," she said and smiled like nuts.

"Okay okay! I'm going. Tsk!"

I prepared my things and took a bath. We're living in a dormitory and she's my roommate. I'm lucky that I met her, she made me feel what it feels to have a family. She even brought me to her family and it was overwhelming. They treated me like I was part in the family and I'm thankful of them.

As I'm here, dramatizing things, I wear my shirt, jeans and rubber shoes.

"Hey, Winwin!" there she goes again. She calls me that corny nickname.

"Stop calling me Winwin for my sake, Sarrah."

"I like Winwin. It's cute yah know."

"It isn't."

"It is."

"Come on, Sarrah. You're so childish."

"I know. Hahaha!"

"Sarrah, I gotta go. Thank you. I'll call you later. Bye!"

I left her without hearing her goodbye speech because I know it will be an hour if I did listened. It's kinda rude but she'll understand, she knows me but she keep on doing things that I'm irritated about. I'll miss her though.

Carrying my bags down from 3rd floor to the ground floor of the apartment makes me wanna die right now and at the same time wanna live because I should continue my life. I did make it to the ground floor and went outside the apartment building then grabbed a taxi.

I don't know why I'm nervous but I should calm down myself as if this will lead me to death. After an hour of road trip, yeah, I'll just consider this as a road trip, I'm in front of a big gates. Wow! I see, by the looks of it, I know it'll be tough for me to work. This is my first time to work in this kind of place.