ALL EYES ON ME [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 18!!!

Hi guys! Here's chapter 18. Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi sya nakikita but it says published naman. I just found out now lang hehe thank you and sorry ☺️✌🏼

18

Jennie

Apat na araw na ang naka'lipas simula nung nangyari samin ni Lisa. Hanggang ngayon hindi nya pa din ako pinapansin. Lagi nyang reply sakin na busy lang daw sya sa pagrereview for her up coming quiz show sa Thailand which is naiintindihan ko naman. Pero yung kapag nakikita nya ako sa school, it's either magpapanggap lang sya na hindi ako nakita or mag iiba sya ng daan para lang hindi nya ako makita. Hindi ko alam kung anong tumatakbo sa isip nya. Hindi din natuloy yung supposedly 'dinner with Chaeng' namin nung saturday because dumating yung Papa ni Chaeng from Australia.

"Huy, Jendeukie! Tara na sa Gym. Hindi mo ba narinig yung announcement?" Nagulat ako sa pag'hampas sakin ni Chu.

"Huh? What announcement?"

"Aish. Tara na! May ia'announce ata si Mrs. Principal." Kahit hindi ko alam kung ano nangyayari, nagpa'hila nalang ako kay Chu. Wala talaga ako sa mood makipag'usap kahit kanino.

Nandito na kami sa Gym. Lahat ng colleges nandito. I saw other med students and then I saw her... she's with Kai and Seulgi. Halata mo sa kanya na parang ilang araw na syang walang tulog. Ang laki na ng eye bags nya. Miss na miss na kita Lili :(

Nagsimula na magsalita si Mrs. Alvarado, Principal namin. In'announce lang nya na magkakaroon ng try outs for the sports team which I don't care. Tumingin ulit ako sa direction nila Lisa and wala na sya dun. Si Kai and Seul nalang yung magkasama. Saan naman kaya nag punta yun? After nung announcement, bumalik na kami sa kani'kaniyang rooms. I saw Seul and Kai pag labas namin ng Gym.

"Seul, can I talk to you for a sec?" Alam ni Seul lahat but Lisa doesn't know that Seulgi knows everything. Iniwan muna namin si Kai and Chu.

"Actually, gusto din kita maka'usap e. May nangyari ba sa inyo ni Lis? She seemed a bit.... preoccupied. Nag'aalala ako sa kanya, baka hindi sya masyadong nakakapag'focus sa pag aaral." Seulgi said. Naaapektuhan din naman pala si Lisa. But why? Why does she have to avoid me? Bakit hindi nya ako kausapin?

"Kasi.... remember nung dinalhan ko sya ng dinner nung nag Pop's tayo? Okay naman kami nung una e. But nung pa'uwi na kami.... I said na hindi kami pwedeng makita nung driver ko na magkasama. Naisip ko na baka nasaktan si Lisa sa sinabi ko. Maybe she thought na ikina'kahiya ko sya which is not true. I'm just.... scared. Natatakot ako para sa kanya Seul. Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ng iba samin.... Pag nalaman to ni Lolo.... baka lalo lang nya kami pag'hiwalayin. I know I should not be bothered of what others will say about us. Kasi I like Lisa. And I think that's the only thing that matters." I was torned. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ni Lolo pag nalaman nya to...

"Sa pagkakakilala ko kay Lis, Hindi sya ganun. Maybe she's avoiding you kasi she's doing what's best for the both of you... kahit masakit... kahit ayaw nya. Iniisip lang din ni Lis yung kapakanan mo Jen. I think you two should talk. Ayusin nyo yan. Hindi pa nga kayo, nagkaka'gulo na agad kayo. And pls Jen.... if marealize mo na mas matimbang yung Career mo or yung image mo kesa kay Lisa.... tell her agad. Habang maaga pa. Para hindi pa sya masyadong masasaktan. I want her to be happy Jen. And alam kong kaya mong gawin yun. She's at room 203 right now, nagrereview sila ni Dr. Cruz. Matatapos na din yun. Puntahan mo sya kung gusto mo malaman yung sagot sa tanong mo." She tap me at my shoulder and left along with Kai.

Tama si Seul, We need to fix this. Ayoko ng ganito kami. I told Chu na umuna na sya sa room because I'm skipping our next class.

"Pag'balik mo dapat okay na kayo Jedeukie. Sinasabi ko sayo.... you're skipping class for her." Chu said then umalis na sya.

Pumunta na ako sa Medical building room 203. Pinagtitinginan nila ako since ako lang ang hindi naka'white uniform dito. Nung nasa labas na ako ng room, sumilip ako sa pintuan and I saw Lisa. Sya lang mag isa sa room. Ang daming naka'kalat na libro sa table nya. She was reading a book. Hinahampas hampas na nya sa mukha nya yung libro na hawak nya and I find it cute hahaha.

"Left atrium.... Mitral valve.... Argh! Bakit hindi ko makabisado!!! Left ventricle... aorta...." Hirap na hirap na sya sa pag aaral. Kahit wala akong alam sa mga sinasabi nya, naka'isip ako ng idea.

"Left a-tri-um Mi-tral valve, Left ven-tri-cle, a-or-ta...." I entered the room and sung what she's reviewing in the tune of ABC song. I'm trying to help her memorize it fast by singing. Shock is written all over her face right now. Hindi nya siguro ine'expect na makikita nya ako dito.

"Go, sing with me." I said and sat infront of her. How I miss being this close to you.

"Left a-tri-um, Mi-tral valve, Left ven-tri-cle, a-or-ta...." Sinabayan nya ako sa pagkanta. Then she smiled at me. Hindi na naman mapakali yung puso ko. You always have that effect in me Lisa.

"Uhh, Hi. Ikaw na ba yung in'order ko?" Lisa said and hindi na ako nagdalawang isip pa, I hugged her so tight. Yung para bang ayaw ko na syang pakawalan.

"Nakaka'inis ka!!! I hate u. I hate you so much Lalisa Manoban!!" I said in between my sobs. Yes, I'm crying so damn hard right now. Halos basa na yung uniform ni Lisa.

"Shh, Stop crying. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Paulit ulit nyang sinabi while rubbing my back.

"I really hate you Manoban!! You have no idea kung gaano kita na'miss." Sabi ko nung medyo kumalma na ako. I faced her and she wiped my tears using her thumb.

"I know. I missed you too, so much. I'm sorry for what I've done. Natakot lang ako.... ayokong mapahamak ka Jennie. Ayokong masira yung image mo ng dahil lang sakin. Ayoko din na pati kayo mismo ng lolo mo, magka'away ng dahil sa-" I kissed her again for the second time. It feels like the first time. It was only a 5 seconds kiss. I pulled away and cupped her face with my hands.

"I know Lili. You don't have to worry about me or my career or even my Lolo. Yes, I also got scared at first kasi I don't know what my Lolo will do. Baka pag'hiwalayin nya tayo once na malaman nya. But I will never let that happen Li. I will fight for you, for us. Because I know you're worth it. Kaya sana ganun ka din. Please, don't give up on me? I love you Lalisa Manoban."

I can't believe I just said 'I love you' to her.... I mean... wow. I really love this Barbitch.

"Even if I have enough reasons to leave you.... I will never do that. I'm not an expert at relationships. I don't know how to handle every fight we're going to have. We're both still young and we still have a lot more to learn. But I'm willing to take chances, to risk it all, and learn everything there is to know just so I can keep us together. I won't give up on you Ms. Jennie Kim."