I couldn't bare to look away I knew it was wrong but it also felt so right and then he said it the boy I had just met looked at me with heavy eyes and spoke "I-I-I love you y/n"
I wasn't raised like no adverage kid i was fairly beaten and had bruises all over me. the cuts on my wrist was just my pain marked on me from where i wanted to die. the way i used to cope left it's mark on me, my parents were never there they were always away working and doing other things they told my boyfriend that was my boyfriend at the time to live with me so i wouldn't be alone but i was able to take care of myself.
I got up and went to school every morning i cleaned, cooked, did homework, and hung out with friends trying my hardest to stay as far away as possible from this monster that lived with me. I always said that i wanted to move and i finally talked to my mom and dad about it they said that even though i have no family at where they suggest i should go it, it'll be perfect for a new start and it'll give me oportunites i've never had before.
I decided it was time to kick out the old scumbag that beat me every second of the day and move myself to a little town in Cali called Modesto, it was fairly small and didn't have alot but it was new a fresh start in a new town at a new school is just what i may need and while ive had a few rough roads in my life this would be perfect for me i explored this little town and went to the house that i got when i walked inside all of my stuff was there and set up i knew that the movers would bring all of my things here but i didn't know that they would set it all up i thought to myself.
i must've been thinking out loud because right after i heard a voice come from the hallway.
E: They didn't set it all up, Grayson, Ethan and I did.
i couldn't believe it when i turned around i seen my long lost Best friend Emma standing there i was in full shock we both started crying and we ran up to each other full force she looked me up and down i didn't want her to notice the bruises on my body the dark circles that i've kept covered since Him and I gotten together and split, i've kept them away from everybody.
y/n: it's so great to see you! how have you been?
E: i've been good how about yourself?
y/n: there's been obsticles but i over came them.
E: that's great let's go and get some iced coffee's and we can be fat bitches and eat some whatever the fuck we want.
y/n: sounds great.
E: okay come on sister.
E: oh my gosh James charles is literally quaking right now.
we both just laughed. when Emma said let's go get some iced coffee's i didn't know we was going to starbucks i didn't even know that we had to travel all the way into the town of L.A to get iced coffee's it was crazy, but good ole Emma pulled up to the drive through window and told them to surprise me with whatever hot pink drink they have and be sure that i had coffee in it.
so when we pulled up and got our drinks i had gotten the venti unicorn pink drink Emma got the same shit that she always get's she got the iced coffee with almond milk when we got back to my house I had no food in the house of the fridge what so ever so i had to go back out to the store and Emma here came along for the ride vlogging and shit we went to what felt like every fast food restuarnt in all of L.A and Modesto and gotten food for the ride and then we went to also what felt like every store in Modesto and L.A to get food for my house so i wouldn't die.
The little adventure that Emma and I took was actually pretty fun and successful. we ended up at a whole bunch of clothing stores and everything i gotten new outfits as well as Emma did and then we hit the mall to go and explore the lovely world of Modesto. while we was there my mom sent me a text. Emma wanted to know what she said so i told her of course and the response i got was kind of like weird.
Emma: Bankrol who?
y/n: she said his name is Bankrolhayden.
Emma: are you talking about Hayden Inacio?
y/n: ig if his stage name is Bankrolhayden than yeah.
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we left it at that and never spoke another word about it. while Emma was in Urban outfitters i decided to walk around and listen to the song my mom found. i was so tired i wanted to just go home and get in my bed i went into Urban outfitters to get Emma and to tell her that i was going home. Emma really didn't like that Idea much but she understood that i had other things to do before tomorrow and as much as i wanted to just hang out with her all day today i couldn't, I had to make sure i could start school tomorrow and everything it was pretty hard living by myself but i am managing it pretty well. i couldn't help but think about the song that my mom told me to listen to so the next day at school something happened.
